Tuesday, November 29, 2005
4:03 PM Y
sorry
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Sorry peeps, think i made everyone worry...I will be fine..I think i will be able to handle it..For the time being, i shall be a recluse..
Saturday, November 26, 2005
9:21 PM Y
exams over
♥ You'll never know the real me.
At last, exams ended...But not as excited and as happy as i thought i will be..haiz, ironic sia..Haha think its the anticipation during exams that makes it exciting.But after exams end, its like ok lo..Abit of excitement here and there, but then sianization sets in.I'm complicated ya?hmm, nid to settle some stuff..But i duno whether its possible or not..No one can help, nid to help myself.But why,right after exams want mi to use my brain again?bt den, this time perhaps plus my heart....Feeling abit low, maybe beri low..dun ask mi y..i duno how to explain but still, there's still someting to look forward to every day and i cant live if i dont even have this kind of anticipation..No doors?Well, at least i found a window with some lights..But seems like things might change, i dont know for the better or for the worst, but i have to come to terms with it..How? Internet is so indispensable to me now.Its not a good sign..haiz..Think its me lar, in a state of ultimate confusion about life..Night owl life needs to end but how to?When it becomes a routine and i feel uneasy if i try not to.Perhaps not only me facing problems like this..Taurean, what to do...Why..Why is end of exams the start of other pressures and problems that seem even harder to conquer?My world seems to crush in 'laughter' in 'happiness'..
So farni.Think the world realli small or maybe ntu beri small..aha..Everyone like linked..hmm...Went ktv yesterday and supper at geylang..Ha, think the most interesting event yesterday is the use of voice clip in msn?haha.Think u will get a nitemare sia..haha..but fun..
Hmm, feel abit sad for someone, cant reveal details but i dun understand, why mus it always be like this?Cant you give abit more space..It always adds a bit of saddness when it should be fun and relaxing..
I'm turning more and more feminist..Think one of these days, i will go around chopping up the guys..haha.So guys, be careful..Maybe huh, sex death social processes makes mi even more convinced that i'm right! cheers to tan en joo..ahha..Hmm, can have mama's food tonite le..
Need to go deep thinking le...sad..
Friday, November 25, 2005
3:50 PM Y
hooray
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Eh ending exams in 17hrs time..counting counting, so excited! haha..ermz but still, tmr papers got alot of readings to do.I realised there are over 120pages of handouts excluding my lecture slides..hehe..And i oni started this aftn..Completing soon~~~slack awhile first..haha..Excited cos i'm going ktv tmr after exams, and gg back home on sat! So happie..mama called to ask mi when i gg back so that she can brew soup..hehe..damn excited lar, so long neber eat mama's homemade meals le.Think i shall ask her cook curry and xian cai tang..hehe..5 weeks lei, like so long and draggy..Tt means 5 weeks neber see my jiejie and gege le..Heh, mama, papa, gugu and ayda been visiting mi during weekends..haha..
Hmm last paper to conquer! Exams thank you list --- Thanks those for getting mi dinner, supper, lunch, snacks. For letting mi kop ur precious food...For the crap and entertainment..For the wake up calls...for the laughter when i'm feeling super low...sob sob, wana cry liao...whahaa...Dunid state names, i noe can le..haha..
There are sooo many things i wana do le...but then...dunhave enuff money..nid to think of means of getting money le...
Thursday, November 24, 2005
1:45 PM Y
angry
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Damn it! Someone stole my clothes! A top and another 1 is the hall player tshirt 1...Beri pissed..ANGRY! It cant be taken by mistake cos i pegged my clothes! shit...i hate this...Dun let mi noe who is it..Think i will nid to keep an eye on the rack outside..whaha..See whether my clothes ever appear again....kekee...the thieve, u beta be careful...i duno wad will happen to u....Super slack day :)
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
1:58 PM Y
Last core ends like shit
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Ermm not realli last core but then left tech com and my sex, death related social issues pe..sad sad sad..i cant do my soil at all! realli cant do..prepare to pack my notes and study for nxt sem le..sad...and i keep yawning, tearing during the exams..I just keep hoping the time pass faster so that i can go out..haiz...die..sad..even worst than mom..tis time pack alot again..shitty...After exams went jp with jing..haha..we had fish and co and gossip, nt realli gossip, its about someting beri impt..rgt? either it works or it crashes...haha...hmm headache, lack of slp, and sianess...wanted to buy my game but jing sae waste money, so i neber buy...i wan dino!!hehe..but gg to get the pair of slip ons, thanks to jy huh..haha...came back and slack..with my tech com book in front, bt i nt studying..haha..msning..haha..Ian is seriously so farni!! he record his voice and sent it over..It was hiralous..haha..well, tt at least makes my super cock up day better....haha..cos its realli farni when he mitates an Id...ha..And dennis webcam...haha..entertaining...Luffed like crazy...Its ending and ended in a bad shape...hmm...go stone....
Monday, November 21, 2005
2:15 PM Y
1015
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I had a super full dinner..haha..yea, my mama, papa n gugu bought mi dinner..Lucky ger..keke..had chicken rice, it tastes supppperrrr good, then gt bu chai gao, gt herbal tea, sour plums, tuna and bread, nt to forget my allowance..And a piece of ayda news..haha..she won 2 competition today.Swimming champion, nuthing too suprising bt...she got the runner up for obstacles course! Damn cool..She's a sea dog, nt those of the land you noe, so it came as a surprise to mi..She trained 1 day oni lei.*Clap clap* She won herself more food..hehe..So proud...
Erm, how...cant sit down and read my notes for more than 15mins, i will just just up and do something else..Watch happy tree friends, watch mcdull, listen music, sleep, eat..All unrelated to studying.DEAD meat...Just dun feel the momentum.Sian ar...I jus pack my wardrobe.Heh no link again..ermz i duno why so many clothes in hall lei, and there's more at home..There's like 13 pieces of bottoms, 35 pieces of tops, 2 sweaters and alot of free tshirts...err..maybe i shld bring them home...the cupboard no space liao.I rem someting, theres some more clothes outside my room!wahah..This time i cleber, i bring lesser bags to hall..wahaha...
6:56 AM Y
Heartbeat
♥ You'll never know the real me.
* I rememeber the day i saw you in the crowd, my heart skipped a beat..There wasnt a smile, there wasnt a greeting...You walked away and disppeared into the crowd..Now, the heart stops beating for there's someone else....Cher R.M*
Sunday, November 20, 2005
4:08 PM Y
Slacker
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Went out for dinner with alvin and luo ren.Supposed to study wif them but as usual, i woke up damn late and had sumting more important..whaha..So met for dinner..Went jp to eat, u all noe how much i dread hall food rgt...haha..Anyway, came back wif a new pair of 3/4 and a top and some neccessities..Just feel like buying sumting u c..Haha the 4leave clover stall still ard lei, wonder it realli brings luck or not..Though we shld depend on ourselves, a little luck from up there sounds good too..its so expensive sia and not realli nice..whaha.Din study much...slack alot, cant concentrate lei...haiz..Been thinking some stuff over the few weeks...weird weird weird lar...Think its super ridiculous u noe..U put it up sooooo big and obvious and u think the person wun noe? dun be stoopid..u wanted the person to noe so badly lol.Pls lar har, the person not stoopid oso..i was abit bothered abt it but now it doesnt matter to mi, so i decided to be a kpo and take a peep..*phew* i dun realli feel anything about it... :)
Saturday, November 19, 2005
2:59 PM Y
Heroic rendezvous
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Hehe, remember this?Remember i'm kinda crazy over this brand?haha..Eh think it is realli cute when i first saw it in hk, its actually a craze in hk..haha.Besides clothings, they have cards and bags too..I'm so excited when i saw on newspaper that they open a branch in spore.It was in wisma and i got a tshirt from that shop..Showed the shop to afew frds but they like nt impressed..waahah..Anyway, wanted to get the sweater for my bday but sobsob, they closed down the shop.Wei n mel jus cant find it..Was so disppointed..then 1 fine day while shopping in isetan at shaw tower, i saw a small corner wif some familar cartoon!yes yes!Ifound it! Ibought a coin pouch from there and thinking of going back to get the sweater when i feel loaded...But then.....sobsob....its gone again~~~~www.heroicrendezvous.comNuthing special today, went nie library to mug..Start my day sooo late...haiz..But i ate quite full today!haha..at last.....Quite happi..manage to kop bread..hehe..and i still left a pkt of doggie biscuits which shld be able to last till end of battle..
Friday, November 18, 2005
9:08 PM Y
Looking at the beach
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Think this photo suits my beach bum theme sia..haha.Its a bit blur cos i use my hp to take the pic off my board 1.But i still think the hp rawks sia..yupyup,this photo is right in front of mi..Took it on vesak day at tanjong beach at sentosa.That day we went all the way down so that ayda can go for a dip.Haha, cos gugu think humans shldnt lie to doggies..whaha.I love this photo, not sure what she looking at but i just love it..Like the feel of the photo...haha,something to add, i think it looks exactly like wee's display photo..whahaha.Thats y i keep yan jiu isit the same beach.But cant be lar, tanjong beach is a doggies paradise.. He and ayda same!Duno diao at the sea for what...
12:38 PM Y
........
♥ You'll never know the real me.
sobsob sob......depressed...sad....feel nauseous...feel giddy.....headache...neckache....lack of oxygen.....yyyyy?
10:57 AM Y
Time.....where are you?
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Eeeeks....spilting headache! My tiny brain is exploding! PL, LL, SP, SW....so many so many! I cant get them in my head...not to mention know how to find them..--talking about soil..yucks..I realise there's so much to remember and to calculate, then i start counting...i dun have much time left!shucks...Time time, where are you....or is it i neglected u? i think so...It passes so fast without mi knowing it..Read a blog yday and realise i cant remember dates le.It just kind of fades away and i forgot all about it.eh time does washes some memories away.That sounds good..It will be best if the brain works like a pc, u can save happy memories and delete unhappy ones.But what if there's viruses? hmm reformat it lo.keke..
heyhey, we are nt gossipers.Lao de u are! We dun go ard telling pple: hey u noe tis, u noe tt...dun malign us!Its the environment we are in, everything just spreads like fire, raging fire!Alert, alert...
Thursday, November 17, 2005
11:17 AM Y
Rainy...
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Thunder thunder and the sky is dark..Its raining..hmm bored bored..Looking thru soil consolidation notes but i dun realli noe wad its talking about.Tried to do the tutorial but answers all wrong.Erm so i decided to go back to the first lecture.Start from scratch and realise there's so muchhhh to memorise besides those vexing calculations! oooo noooo....
Helped my neighbour to take photos jus now..The first time i 'talked' to them was halloween, they asked mi to help them take fotos.This is the second time i'm 'talking' to them, take foto again but this time, its becos they are leaving tml..hmm...i dun noe them personallyand i duno their names bt they nvr fails to fascinates mi..wahahah..or perhaps, we are too conservative?Well, i will miss them.keke..
Aiyoo..sumtimes duno wad friends are for....bt then again, i shouldnt be expecting anyone to help mi..I should find my own way out...heh.For those who lent me a hand, i will rem that...I find some pple so irriating leh..Ask ask n keep asking...Its over and i'm nt interested in it..soo..dun fan mi..dun take mi for granted lar...some stuff is disturbing mi but come to think about it, i shldnt be bothered about it.I nid to stop it...
Anyway, i'm reading Sarah long's And what do you do?. Eh i'm 1/4 done with it..Its about this englishwoman named laura. She was once a career woman but after she get married to a french husband, she leads an idyllic lady-of-leisure lifestyle..The thing is parisian society doesnt realli embrace femme inactive so she always get smirk remarks when she saes she's a house manager..wahah..Then 1 fine day, her husband find some mistress, young, pretty and slimmer than her..keek..well i'm still reading this part..haha..But still, it goes to show hw bastard guys can be..wahahah.Married liao then complain tis complain that but i also think woman should be more independent?I'm nt sure whether thats the correct word.And i'm so angry when i read 1 of the paragraph of the husband thoughts: his falling in love with the mistress is nt his fault.He din change, his wife did...WAD SIA..anyone interested in this book?haha can lend after i finish reading..I still got a bag of books to read..hehe..happi..waiting for dinner and fingerfood supper tonite..slurp..
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
6:21 PM Y
Ayda Ayda...
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Hehe, shall test try my 1st image on ayda...Think nobody interested in her stories oso cos i'm always talking about it!She's a chocolate (yes chocolate nt black) labrador.She's 1 year 5 months old.. She's been staying in my mama's shop since last oct..Eh i aint a dog lover initially and actually was a bit scared of doggies..ha but not so since the arrival of ayda.It was love at first sight..She's too cute to resist! We are dog slaves to her.The way she act blur and innocent when she done something wrong, the way she enjoys swimming, the way she carries her bowl bowl and ask u for milk,the way she acts frightened.haha and lots more..I seriously think they are treating her like a babi..My aunti even coax her to sleep while we travel to ntu! Then reminds mi of my childhood days when she coax mi to slp. Yea, i'm comparing myself to a doggie..eheh .But still, i dun think i will own a dog in future cos i duntink i will be able to take good care of the doggie and i cant imagine the day the doggie leaves mi..
3:40 PM Y
First post....
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Any idea how many blogskins i have changed?hehe, think 5 or 6..All turn out weird but eventually i decided to settle for this beach bum..Ok, i have stopped blogging in friendster cos the reminder that sends out to all my friends is irritating..Thats the revival of my 1st blog that was perhaps 1 yr plus ago..This is yet another revival.. ermz jing say start a blog, then we can start tagging..waha.You said u will help mi create it! But i'm too bored and since i still have 6 days to my next paper, i decided to do it myself.whaha but still, thanks thanks :)
Went to watch just like heaven.It was suupeeeer farni and sweet! Never had such a good laugh for quite some time.We were laughing like crazy and it was real loud..haha.It is definitely a stress reliever after all these papers..Hmm these few weeks are like hell to me though i'm not studying much but slacking my life away n complain at the end of the day that the paper was difficult...Exams period are just so difficult to get through..But i'm glad there are so many angels next to me who adds a smile to my life.I'm looking forward to 25th nov,10 days from nw..I miss home...
