Exams are finally over but I aint really excited or what..God, you must be thinking Im crazy but i guess maybe you are feeling the same as me..Haha.I also dont know why but the thought of fyp makes me grumpy.Yes, i would rather have exams..Brr..Sian, i think i will look for the lab tech on monday..Brr..I hope monday dont come so fast..Today's paper was really crap..I think the common trait among ntu students are the A+ ability to crap..I just hope i can pass the water paper..Brr, if really cant, i will have to take it again next semester..Haiz, but luckily, the timetable wont crash.Ok, thats a consolation at least..And, im glad i got construction technology and air pollution as my major next semester! Same as xiaojing.. :) so we gona stick for another semester..LAlalala..Have already aimed the 2 ge im going to take. I hope we are as lucky :) Aint it fast, next week will be suject registration but i only have hrm to register and i hope we can get the index..pray pray pray..Post exams trauma lar..Let me pass :( but i dont really see much hope in water, my fluids is really sucks too time...Ok..i hope everything goes smoothly..ah pls MrPHUA, stop terroisting me..I really wonder he menopause or what..And i hope chiew dont put too much hopes on me..Haiya, fan ar..You see, end of exams is alot more problems...
Had a day totally without notes at last! Its not as if i stop watching teebie or what during exams, but its totally different from not having to read notes while watching teebie (if you get what i mean)..but hor, i think i could have concentrate better if i dun watch teebie..err, ya..haiya, everything is over, just pass can liao..Every semester my wish is the same..hahaha..Just let me pass :)
Slept liek a log till 4pm today and had swensens for dinner..i craved for so much food but jp doesnt have much of a choice you see, so i opted for swensens..I want to go waruku and have some sushi...bleah...
Happy holidaying for the rest...
Wish me good luck..

Its weird..Today, the very cock lecturer go around changing the chemical equation but never help me change! Even though he told yr that the change doesnt affect the answer, which i think is weird but i still think he is too much lar!! How can he be like this sia..Shouldnt he tell the whole hall of students?Brr..i really couldnt understand..haiz..The paper was ok..I piang and finished it in 2 hours cause i really want to go back earlier to rest..lol..I know thats not a good excuse but well, you know, i really need to sleep for tmr..lol..I really is rush throughout the paper,i hope i wasnt too careless but i just randomly check..
I more scared about tmr paper..brr..i just hope to pass tmr..erm erm and i will go full force for EnS..bleah...
Holidaying while having exams cos its going to be....
FYP TIME :(

Argh, the weather is so warm!!! :( makes me drowsy...brrr...Been resting too much, its the first time i have such relaxing exam timetable (lets not talk about the back to back papers) but i have like 11 days break in between..But im not making very much use of it..brr..
I just hope things will go well for the last lap :)
I bought a new top online..Bleah, candy spag..hehe..
And i have gotten my hair done cos i felt depressed with messy hair..lol...

:) :) :)

A week more to go...A long break is making me losing all the momentum..Erm, not much to start with though :) Been spending money on taking cab..Brrr..Big cab hole but thats the only transport that can save me some time. Ofcause, papa drive is always the best cause dont need money..whahaha...Been eating 'out of canteen' cause i employed a new 'catering exams service'..Lol..Ocassionally, kevin will be back and we will all go to sheng siong to eat also.So, i was quite a happy bird last week (in terms of food fufillment)..
I wonder what jie brought back from thailand! (thats if she is free amidst the exhibition to go shopping )...Wei! Have a happy, safe trip to india and remember to buy me SHAWL...whaha..Ok i remember, the hk stuff is still with me..wait till u're back :)
Love is..weird..I read a report that says love is in 3 phases, attraction, attachment and i forgot what..lol..But it says that from attraction to attachment can take for as long as 30 years! So i guess thats how they achieved long lasting love..lol..And another article was a well known philsoper who committed sucide together wif his sickly wife..I thought...it was rather romantic.I cant stop looking at their photo..Its really call "till death do us part"..I thought such stuff only happen in ecos ago fairy tale or novels..Or the most real life situation is to posion the other half or blah blah..I always think its so sweet if an old couple can still hold hands..haha..I think, people tend to forget how to hold hands after perhaps getting married or having children..So i couldnt get my eyes off old couples who held hands..Interesting cause i think after a long time, the most a guy will do might be to fling off ur hand..whahahahaa.I know, i have been reading too much of such stuff..haha..Times like this spurn me to treat wee better ( so i buy him chicken rice )..ahah...Love dont come easy so put in extra efforts to keep it going :)
I need to 'study' liao..Wasted too much time..Brrrr....

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Uhoo Im back and thats because...Tomorrow is the start of exams!!! I usually blog alot more during exams period..Err but i dont know why..Now that wee occupies the table, i touch the laptop only like less than 5 minutes daily?So now that he's gone to buy dinner, i have to touch the long forgotten laptop :)
Haiz...Tomorrow paper is so much of a calculation and theory :( i reckon i didnt do well in my quiz so i have to really pull my socks up for exams..Haiz..Hopefully my brain dont get blocked tmr,hopefully i remember the stuff, correctly...And guess what, thursday paper is even more memory work :( NVm, guo le ming tian then think of thursday...brrr...
Anyway, i watched national geo on sat and im so impressed by the instincts, determination and innate survivor of humans. Watched trapped whereby a whole team of baseball players got involved in a plane crash and trapped at the snowy mountains of Andes..They survivored through 80 days of horrifying nights and ate human flesh and went on expedition before they get rescued.Super inspiring can..If you think eating human flesh is disgusting ( wee stopped eating his lunch after hearing the story), like one if the survivor said ' Its only during that moment, that kind of situation that such a decision can be made'..Totally agree can..I think they are the true blue surviors of the 20th century.Anyway, it took place during the 1960s..Imagine...buee...
Boo...ma and pa going malaysia over the weekend, sis going thailand for exhibition..brr..NO one at home liao...
I hope exams faster end! Heng..after thurday i got 11 days to buck up my other papers ..Hopelessly need this kind of break since i haven been studying the whole semester (doing projects and stuff)..
But...it will be alot more useful if i can stop watching teebie or sleep so much..brr..Till then...

Bah bah bah...feeling so lazy though there's a quiz tomorrow..Brr...Im hungry again in fact..'Begged' for a coke cause i seriously needed the brain freeze and sugar rush :) Had my wish granted..
Was blog surfing when i come across my seconday school mate's blog and then a link to the other. Its quite funny how your seconday school mates haven taken new roles when we are still 'mugging' and 'playing'..Lol..First time mum with a 2year old kid, looked definietly like a rich tai tai with chanel and coach, a weird looking Tatoo Artist who got his whole body painted with 'art' pieces and holes which i couldnt appreciate, shotgun papa, working woman and men,permanently in foreign land and more that i dont know of..Its weird aint it? Then i started dreaming, okie, i also want to be a tai tai..awhahahahah..I want all the IT bags..Lol, the only reason for being a tai tai..Haha.Interesting..
Nah, wee is going to charge me money for occupying his bed..
Are you prepared for a new role?

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Lol...another weekend gone..brr...Ok, did study abit on sat but went home after that and rot for sunday..Now back in school, in the study room but haven start studying..Brrr...Having solidwaste quiz tmr and u know, u cannot not do well, if not the Sun will ask u drink kopi..Oh so nice...Brr...
Weekend has always been good watching shows..haha..And playing with Jixiang Ruyi (Ok, now they have chinese names :) ) Anyway, heard from my bro that kiki was super happy after 'break dancing' on my aunti's bed..Erm, dont ask me how...ahaha..But apparently, he is super fascinated by the springy..Ah lol..Ok, ayda is now well and up, eating alot but still as hum chi as ever..And kik is turning more and more like a lamb! Brr. 1 of the fishes committ sucide and jump ut of the tank..Alamak..I just hope the one at the bottom doesnt jump out and bite ayda's tail, if not we will kill it and cook it..hohoho...
Back to school..need to study hard this week..Cant believe it, haven start for exams..omg...
Tata..No more msn

Im alright after a boon lay market dinner and good night's sleep...To be exact, a 12 hours sleep :) Relaxed, watch teebie, abit of gaming and pratically did nothing..lol.Yesterday's anger was rather uncalled for thinking back..lol...Thanks!

Nah, i have bad anger management. My actions works according to my mind but not my brain..Brrr..Im so sorry to my group members, be it today's matter or the others..It was really my fault.But, I really do enjoyed been in this group, other then some other reasons.But do go that extra mile...Haiz, i thought i could have done a better job.Thanks for the efforts and all the late nights.i raise my voice several times today and i think i acted way too much..All the kan chiongness drives us mad, really mad..I couldnt be bothered about other stuff, and i really mean it..I have had enough of some stuff and thats it.I wouldnt want to listen more, nor give assurance...Thanks jing for hearing my grumbles though i think you are busy :) Felt so much better to have someone who can understand my problems.Well at the very least, i guess wee wont understand..Brr.We are kinda in the same boat :) I think, we are really alike or you could say we are weird..Well, i know at the very leat i could be a crybaby..I love you so much!
Perhaps im too tired after this whole week, perhaps its the time of the semester, perhaps its because i need to sleep, perhaps its because im frustrated..Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...Perhaps, its just me...I think if the right people could share the burden, everything would have been much better. At least not like now..I felt bad to leave them there, but i really couldnt take it anymore..Im not at the verge of breaking, i already broke off..There are so many things and yet, not much people could understand... Im just sad that things come to a halt, that things are not as 'perfect' as i thought it was. I have realised that i couldnt complain anymore casue my trust have been misplaced.I cant even persuade myself,let alone persuade others.. It sounded so ridiculas but i couldnt be bothered, its useless anyway right?I was just bend to finish it off.. Ah..This is really vexing..I really need to rest, relax my brain abit, sort out my confused mind...
Projects are unbelieveably devastating, destroying..Conclusion of all these projects? Its tough been a group leader, its frustrating been a middleman, its difficult been a group member, its madness being a compiler, its crazyness & stupidness to lug everthing in hand....
I hope to put all these unhappiness,doubts,misunderstandings,big hoohaS( Jing will get what i mean) behind...No more comments.

Im so so tired...I have been awake since 745am and out till now which is 1am..Spent the whole day at school..Really crazy day!My eyes are so dried up that i want to dig my eyes..Lol.Mentally and physically tired..
Professional communication presentation today and i think we did great! Great team effort and we all get A-/B+ for our presentation :) We all managed to present without script.Lol..But..the heels that i wore totally killed me! Can you imagine i wear formal and 2inch heels and walk all around school today?Totally crazy..How can i survive on heels? I prefer my birks :)
Well, had another iem presentation in the evening and very blur me forgot to bring the speech that shufen specially tailored.Haha.Im super blur lar..But oh so kind shufen drafted another 1 for me :0 made xiaojing so jealous can..ahaha..Thanks thanks..The presentation on my part was ermz cos i really got not much idea and i didnt prepare! lol..But wjy commented we are 1 of the best groups..i tink they presented very well..
ID was next..totally drained..nearly died can...died of tired eyes..Died from tireness since morning..and laugh till death..ahah..Stayed till 12 plus and all thanks to wilson, the 3 of us get free trip :0 if not, i would really barefoot and walk back...Lol..So..im superly tired but yet happy :0 I think these few group mates are super hiralous and farni..Cracked like crazy..ahah
Im so happy! We are done with prof com and iem :)
Love ya!!!
Well well, still got learning experience to rush..brrr..i wana die...lol

I have been rather negative this few days..Lol..Its time to bounce back! Anyway, im real happy its the 1st Nov! Ah great..I hope this week passes faster.Its time i really sit down to mug for exams..Been doing so many projects and assignments that i have minimum time for study :( Its oni 2 weeks left..Omg, i cant believe i haven started! Aza aza!
:)

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