I have recieved good comments (being super funny) over the previous post and i would like to extend my HEARTFELT GRATITUDE to Amateur Powertpointy. I wouldnt have such great INSPIRATION if not for your WATERFALL.So i have to credit you for your ORIGNINAL slides with a touch of CHILDHOOD INNOCENCE. Thank you so much! I nearly got my eyes blinded.
Now i should have good karma right?Yes, i should also do a list like what jing did.HAHA..The no-no in the project groups. Lol..
Tomorrow is the day that we have been waiting for the past few weeks. Prof com, IEM, more of ID to be done tmr. Wish me good luck :p
Once again..thank you for helping me with the projects, especially IEM for a 'bimbo on the outside' for keeping air in track, tolerating my laggy-ness and blurrness, for the not much effort..And of course, my all time favorite 'chiongster rumoured gf'!..I always love working with you! hohoho.. I love all of you! hahaha..

Labels: heartfelt thanks

'wah piang, the iem slides very ugly! very unpro..really is juz combine..'When i saw this sms from xj, i was wondering "How ugly sia?"..So very brave me asked xj to let me see the slides...*File transfer*...
IT WAS SPEECHLESS. STUNTED. SCRATCH HEAD. IT IS REALLY UGLY, TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE FOR AN UNDERGRAD. (i think primary school kids can do better than this.Erm.)I mean harlow, you never do slides before is it? Dont you know that COLLATE means standardise everything? And the OMG front page was really...impossible..Its not we niao, it was unacceptable for everybody.Please lor, im not good at doing super nice powerpoints but at the very least, i will try my best to make it look presentable..ARGH..Totally disgusted by this kind of people. Perhaps kpo fen is right, she just want somebody to clear the shit.(sidetrack abit,thankew sf do so much iem, haha, i was seriously lagging)..Xj say dont waste time but I couldnt leave the damn off slides hanging around, somemore we are going to present (not with this kind of slides) and so...I CHANGE EVERYTHING! hOHOHO..Please lar, stop irritating xj. Change what background and stuff, I WILL DO IT. CHANGE EVERYTHING. I already tried my best liao but it was really abit heavy.Lol.So, tolerate with my slides but definitely better than WATERFALL! If SHE EVER FEEL UNHAPPY, oh even better, i will tell her that the slides couldnt make it..I really couldnt believe it, how can a person do this kind of stuff?How can she stand this kind of shit work?Im not joking, the background makes you all giddy and the fonts are all over the place..For God's sake, do yourself and us a favour..BRRRR...SOO AMATEUR IN POWERPOINT HUH..
okies..i really need to rest before the sun rise..lol..Its 5am!

Labels: bad karma

Im feeling so pissed, tired and damn god frustrated with everthing :( Life is bloodily like hell. I hate all this crap lar and im suffering like hell..All the bad things is making it worst and seriously affecting my mood and productivity.Harlow, can you spare me from all these agony? I would much apprciate it. I guess only 1 person could understand me..ROARS..I HATE SCHOOL..I SERIOUSLY HATE IT. But IM STILL GLAD all agony will be over this week, for the time being...Its the feeling that i feel like strangling everyone who step on my toes..Oh please, i only have 1 brain, a pair of hands...And for goodness sake, im not a machine or what...Im just human...Im angry till i feel like throwing my laptop.Ofcos, im still sane to know that i shouldnt. PLease please, its too much clicks!!!!!!

I know, i can change anything but i can change my perspective.Like real...I really is cannot take it..A rest for the weekend and im now facing TOO MUCH REALITY AND PROBLEMS..

Ayda got sore eyes but recovered with dripping nose...BRR..But she won a swimming competition again! $200 cash prize! Sometimes, i just hope im her :0 Swim fast and adore by everyone :0 So, all the money is gone to buy her snacks! Lucky girl..

Labels: agitated, gloomy

I will work harder! Thank you!
I remember....I haven meet my mentor yet..Yet yet yet, i hope he will do a chop chop one like last semester..Okies, i will email him by this week...
Brrr...Printing session later..
I will get my ass down to work for ID tonight...And hopefully, do some quality work :)

Freak freak freak...Its been so long since i stay up till so late, so early in fact. Its coming to 6am. All drained, tired, sleepy, body aching, hungry(till want puke)...Argh..So freaking tired! Been staying in front of the lappie since 7pm..haha..Ofcos, spent quite alot of time gossiping, chatting and blog surfing too...Lol..Perhaps thats why im still 'awake'..I hate doing fyp progress report but i can proundly say...IM DONE..ALMOST..hehe

So whats in for thursday? A super long day plus another night burning day for ID..Gosh, i dont even want think about it..I saw the stickies for friday.Im so so so dead...

And...I have got no time for quizzes and exams..

Die...I want to do my tutorials!!!!!!

:(

I dunch think Im cut out for banking...hohoho..The written exams is freakily difficult, out of scope, chim for me...Programming, quantitative finance, logic, accounting, general, maths..10 questions for 1.5 hours..Haiz..CUI big time..Its not aptitude test.Disappointing..ahaha.The most anyhow xian question must be :estimate the number of lightbulbs in singapore..This is the only question that i can sing song big time..haha...And most importantly, waste my $23 cab fare! Msged my sista to eat lunch but the timing not right.SO...i went lunch myself at O'Briens! I love it..Ordered triple decker and hot chocolate..Fantatsic..Its been so long since i enjoy lunch myself :) Quiet, concentrated, tummy filling, expensive sandwich lunch :)Mind enriching :)

I need to rest before i die today..good night peeps :)

Well well, at least i was at the first stage of written interview..lol..So no expectations!

Labels: tired

Im a true blue taurus.
I dont believe in taking risks and extremely down to earth.
At any point of time, i too hope to sit back, make big bucks but life aint so easy, unfortunately..At times, people succumb to attractive rewards only to end up losing, or perhaps if you are lucky, you get big fat returns.But how many lucky people there are in this world?
Well well, of course, no pain no gain, no risk no gain...
I just hope its a wise choice...

Testing my patience...Argh!!!!
Im super pissed...

LOL..I chilled, eat, watch teebie and slept my weekend away. Totally indulgence..That spelld deep trouble for me..BRrrr...Money wise, time wise, study wise, project wise, fyp wise..Im so dead lar..And i just came back from a movie...I need to buck up!
Celebrated yV birthday on friday. Had brewerk for dinner (ok, i dont know the spelling, wahahah) but i always love the food there. 11 people with 9 large dishes and a tower of golden ale. Fantastic..After which we headed for hazgan das for ice cream (ok, i got the name wrong again :p)..Hehe, thanks to money making dennis..If you think its the end of the day..NO! We headed down to robertson quay 'Corner Stone' for some wine appreciation or simply chilling out..Lol..I love the white wine and the dessert wine :) The red wine was kinda not nice..hoho..I love the ambience and its good to chill once in a blue moon..Well well, the bill was erm erm..3 bottles of wine plus a cheese platter (which i only ate the biscuits and grapes,lol), the bill mount up to around $160..This time thanks to benny for the last bottle treat, hoho..But still, chilling out is not cheap..And suprisingly, its the first time i felt kinda drowsy, giddy and totally sleepy. I dont remember feeling this way while having double'o out or drinking session (liqor)..So im totally clueless how wine bring me down.haha.But i did ren till i reach home to concuss :) I had a really good night sleep :o So the morale of the story? Wine grants you a good night sleep :)
I spent saturday slacking away, watching teebie...Ohoho, i love teebie lar..And i spent the rest of the time eating..I love jacky wu shows! He's super funny, makes me laugh like crazy..
Sunday was spent busy stuffing myself with food because my parents and aunt came back at 2 plus and we had a dinner treat at 6pm! So i simply got no time to digest the mountain of food..But i love the dinner, something different from what we eat..Its Pu Tien (Xin Hua) restraunt at kitchener road(near little india)..Its a bustling restraunt.The food is special and nice! I expectionally loves the pumpkin vanilla ice cream..Makes me feel...So blissful..hohoho..Thats what desserts are for! I think i ate too much and i felt so bloated the whole night...
Watched brother or is it brotherhood just now with wee and the 2 brothers..hoho..Erm..Typical show lar but its been a while since i went for a movie..I think...i would rather watch XIAO ding dang :)
oKIES..I shall go back to my work...
Boo..I'm lazy on my progress report...

Labels: havoc weekend

lol...bimbotic...

Lalala, its friday...Ok, beginning of friday...lol...
I want to mask to prevent troubled skin...hohoho...
Going to have dinner this evening...Lol..The first time i went there was....1 plus year ago? Totally dig the food :P
Yea...intending to hand in progress report next week but i aint dragging it for too long cause i want to accomplish other stuff! Hoho...i cant wait to go home to watch teebie..whaahah..Lcd + digital cable box = superb viewing pleasure...
Ah...i feel so lazy...I hate lazy bugs plus sleepy bugs..
Oh...it wasnt exactly a smooth semester, so many conflicts, uncertainty and bullying :( We need to spur on and buck up! Its ok, karma karma...
I hope we dont commit to mistakes for prof communication presentation..bleah..I think xj and me laugh too much or rather..oo...so mean..I hope we wont get laugh 2 weeks later...hahahaha
Eh...i really wondering whats an aptitude test..lol...Xj is going to experiment before me...whaahahah..So the very blur lar u...alamak..

I have a love-hate relationship with thursday. It marks both the start of a weekend as well as a bloodily tedious long day, especially on even week...I concussed yet once again this evening after lesson and i seriously was bog to faint :P I couldnt wake up.Period.
Nah, its less than a month to exams but i haven start revising, i haven even do my tutorials..I can see the dead end...I just want to clear my projects and presentations fast..Yes, i need to start doing my work!
ID quiz tmr, i wonder how it will be like...haiz...

I always think im hopeless in consoling or giving advices...Yea..Im jut not good in it..Perhaps it my revengeful character, hard character that my advices re too extreme?But...Im always on my friends side cause i believe i should stand by my friends views :) I was told that i should be more objective in dealing with problems but i dont think so. I think i should no matter what stand by them, agree with their anger....Thats precisely why we are friends :)


To: eye brow trimming mate:
Yes, its always easier to say then to be done. I totally agree cause i would be in a fix too if im the one facing it..Im not sure what exactly we can do but im always on your side! :) I hope things turn out fine for you soon :) Cheer up yah...

NAH...Im 'niamed' by the damn lab technican again! :( boo boo...I know your job is not easy but it aint much easy on my side too lar...Brrrr....I nearly cry can...wahahaha...But i think he scolded the prof too...lol...I was like the only source he can vent his frustrations...brrr..What to do...Im just a student...
Faints...
My progress report is uberly slow moving and resource lacking...
I want to Cry!...I have got a quiz on friday and i haven even studied for it...
I need God's help!

Finished the last presentation for engineers and society! Happy lar..Last for this module and we did well! hoho..Short, simple and sweet. bingo....

Had a filling weekend lar..I ate and ate...In fact, my mouth didnt stop munching :) Went amoy street with wee to find the hokkien restraunt but it was too crowded so we conquer the fishhead noodles restraunt. I ate the fish slice..Yummy with lots of ingredients :) Headed down to city hall after that. I didnt get to shop can, wee got it..But he's a marfan fellow, haahhaa, end up with only 1 top from timberland..Ate the mango icey at the cafe..Its super ridiculous to be shivering while trying to finish up the ice and the sandwich...Brrrr....Look so dumb :P And we didnt end the day just like this..We went back TM and bought nasi lemak..whahahaahahah...And my gujie bought me mac again at night..lol..You see, Im eating too much! Not forgetting the logan snacks we got from HK, im seriously thinking of munching the scallops meant for brewing soup...whahahahaah..QUEDOS..

Happy lar..Went dim suming again on Sunday to celebrate my mum's birthday! Errr...We are always dim suming..ahahaha..And we dont really need excuses you see but special occassion like this means having a $28 shark fins per bowl for everyone :) SO NICE can...Mami always offer a place for wee but he very suay, always cannot make it..hohoho...So...we end up eating more than 5 weeks of my allowance away..Burlp...Tried with my sista new spa nail treatment too..hoho..indulgence...

We bought a new LCD SONY BRAVIO teebie! heheh...37 inch..Lol..We are spending too much money le lar...But the teebie is nice... :) So happy..New teebie with new digital cable box..hohohoho..It was a happy weekend but this is a scary week..Exams is coming in a month's time and so many projects still pending..Goodness...Report report! AZA..Finally i took the readings for the block, it aint as smooth as i thought..Stopid retarded instrument lar...lol...I need to start buckling for my report :) oh yea..wee bought back Zap zap (his sista zap zap in fact)..wahahahaha

I'm so tired.... :(
Physically and mentally...
Having a hard time coping with everything...haiz...So much to say but i need to go back to my work.... Another day perhaps...Give me more time!!!!!

Okies...Im uploading too much stuff for a day...aahahah...But this photo has been resting in my handphone for a couple of months le..Took it while i went to the cresent yard...Its one of a recovery waste company heap of rubbish..Yeah..Its bloodily high heap of it and plants have been growing out of it..Eh im not sure what they doing with all this..I think they recycling or something...
Boo...Wee wanted to buy e the mac sleeve but my action was too fast :( Im trying to make him pay for this...whahahaha

I have a much easier time sending photos via my handphne! *beamss*...and see what my isight has done for me :)
Horribly ugly! whahaahaha...giggles

Was quite busy and always sleepy, tired the past few days...In fact, im feeling drowsy now..Had a long day since 7 plus in the morning...
Hehe..My much raved about baby is here and guess what, i got my toy a very nice, chic, most say expensive sleeve! hehe...I need a custom made sleeve for it so that it wont have the chance to get shocked, disfigured or sick :) So i started looking online for laptop cases..Saw the one they selling at apple store but its light coloured. Been a dirty and dirt prone person, i am quite relunctant to get it..Then came the baby and im so not going to bring it out with the crumpler lookalike dicota sling bag that comes with it...hohoho...So i went jp and scout for other cases, oh yeah, im fussy but they are not meant for my baby! Hehe, yea im obessed...So i continue my search for a suitable clothing and i went online and i come across this website again..http://www.fabrixcases.com/collection/laptop/delux.html Cant really remember when i chance upon this webby but i really like their cases! eheeh and the fact that its custom made makes it a great choice...Oh yeah, its really good and each fabric is different in a way... :) And the happiest thing is...I found a shop which resell their fabric cases..Hohoho...Macshop at funan mall..And...Crazy me went all the way to get the flora explosion :p It definitely suits my personality and its brown(wont get dirty)! Now, im very happy...wahhahah...I guess my toy is happy too cause the cushioning is really good...You get what you pay, my toy deserves a goofy fit :) Check out the cases, they are so pretty :)
Will post up the photos soon! The bluetooth is good to use and the isight is so fun...lol...And i remmbered, my safari photos are not up yet...hohoho..I need some time to play with the toy and build a relationship with it...
Tried to find the lab technician to do my measurements but he's on leave..oh so sad...I will find him again on monday then...Brrr....Next week is fyp deadline, a presentation and a quiz..Haiz...Busy and sleepy...i think i will take a nap first...hehehe

Labels: happy

I didnt study hard for the quiz today...haiz...2 more hours to go...
Yippee, my notebook is ready for collection. Excited :)

Alright...weekend recharged~~ but monday spoilt once again, by the menopause lab technican! He is so bloodily attitude and mean that i feel like punching him (forget that's he is an uncle)...The story goes like this.On friday, we went to look for him. He refused to talk to us, indicating that we are slackers cause we went in too late and asked us to come back again on monday (emphasizing that we can fail fyp and its a 1 whole year retake module)..He totally spoil my friday..Its okie, i ate alot that day and i relaxed over the weekend, dreading the idea that i have to meet him again today..It is really known as....heavy heart...Today, we went in again, he once again INSULTED us that we can fail fyp and he said that no matter how good our prof is, we should have worked hard..BLOODY HELL..OUR PROF asked us to stay on dec can...the lab tech commented that others are working hard and yet we aint doing our experiments..Go and shit lar..Prof said DEC...DEC...He cannot understand is it? I was really pissed and i can totally understand the helplessness in debating or retailating simply because we DEPERSATELY NEED his help..What shit...the lowly students in school...Oh man, what can we do..I can only tell myself to TOLERATE and i really was scolding deep in my heart..I totally depise him...He's a mean old fellow...I hate it...I have to see him again, again and again..I cant believe he has such a great power to influence my mood, negatively..He spoilt our monday, early in the morning...Shitty hell...boo boo boo...
Lappie not here...haiz...1 week past...getting impatient...
Its a busy oct...Oh...how am i going to live through this...darn darn darn...

I feel so upset...Freakingly stressed...Terribly threatened...Angry.. Lost....So much so that i feel like crying, on the verge of crying...Or perhaps, i will...
A series of terrible, unforseen events that totally makes my mind a blank...Terrible mood and feeling...Argh...I hate it.I hate you.Its really hatred...Why is life so unfair? Why must we suffer like this? Why are the people so mean? Why are people so nonchalent? Why you see me in that light? Why cant you be bothered?Why must terrible happen not once, not twice, but keep happening in a day? What am i supposed to do? Why cant i handle all these? I totally sucks at it..
My school life is so fuck up now...
I never knew this will be so difficult, tough and obstacles filled...
Im hopeless
I need to cry...
i hate this friday...Never as directionless, not in a long time...
Think its the terrible weather that upsets my ecosystem...
Emo emo emo...
Im really upset..kill me...
I think i need to disappear from msn...
I need a 'break'..argh...i dont know...
This is so depressing...Can someone tell me that everything is fine and im doing well enough?

Labels: bluey weekend, terrible mood

Am tired...My back is aching, shoulders aching...Still a long way to go...This is what i called, 1 head super 5 big...Its totally insane trying to mutlitask..And my mind is in a frizz..I get confused over modules and i speak no sense..Gosh, everything is crumbling down at the wrong time..booboo..We sensed trouble in iem, serious trouble..And im disturbed by other deadlines.Undone presentations, reports, assignments, quizzes and my left to rot fyp...Im not sane at this moment..Lo..I only have 1 brain and 1 heart! If only my legs can mutlitask too :)
Sometimes i think, it will be great if everybody thinks alike or work towards a goal.Times like this, you need all the help you can find..Perhaps not...
Hmm...Not in the mood to joke or what...lo...My mood is bad...I think maybe due to hungryness, or its just deadlines...
I hope chiew don't kill me tomorrow...Gosh..I need to go churn something out !!!!

Labels: sian

Woo...Im hungry...Im waiting for wee to buy hor fun back..brrrr...Not only gums numb, my right eye turn red after a nap..brrrr..What shit have i got into?Bah..Super sian...It looks like im going to die from some mysterious illness...oh well..
Let me get well if not i will never ever start study for next wed quiz..This is bad..Bad bad week...Did someone curse me or something?Health deterioiating for no apparent reason..Damn...
I think gossip is really woman's greatest pastime..Manz..we can spend 1.5 hours in the com lab spying people's blogs and frienster..If not im as active as i am in studying huh...chuiz..
On a no coke, no fried food diet which hopefully will improve my gum conditions...Its literially killing me, alongside with the school hell kind of work...You know, it gets to a point that you feel like.....scolding vulgarities..Its really pointless when people gives you peanuts and expect err...jewels..HAHA..I know its a bad analogy..Meaning, you give me peanuts, i give you monkeys.PERIOD.
I want to eat kfc...argh...man man man...i want to go home :(

Xj....is just like my boyfriend...Whaahah..She gets me donuts, she gives me mouthwash and help me buy contacts solution..hohoho...I love this boyfriend..I think the mouthwash subsides the pain (at least for now)..I will drink more water!!!
I really really cant wait for my darling to be here :) I want my notebook and shuffle..Im thinking whether i should get the mousey which causes a whooping ($80)..errr...And the sleeve($59 or $69..cant remember)..booboo...Expensive lar..I will wait for the appapp first before falling into any buys :) explusive..whahah...Perhaps, you will often find me in the library..whahah
I know...no matter how painful and sizzling my gums are, i should set down to study..oh well well well...
Got the 3rd topic for presentation..Skit this time and i think its going to be interesting..whahhaa..At least xj knows this thing from forensic science...
I will study abit and go nap..Must remeber to be online tonite...i hope i remember..

Wheee...I am VERY HAPP, VERY EXCITED plus VERY PAINFUL over the weekend..Smile big big as well as a very painful experience..
Share something bad first..I'm having really really painful gums over the weekend..when im typing this, i feeling the lightening pain..argh..Its amazing how much water i drank over the weekend.Whole month supply and no joke..Though i never wear braces before, i think the feeling is that of tightening the braces..Oh gosh..darn painful..I just hope is heatiness and nuthing else..Boo...Boo..Get well soon :(
Good news being....I GOT MY MACBOOK! granted by ah gong shop...I bought a macbook and up the ram to 2gb..Grand total of 2.8plus k and my papa came to school with me to pay the bill (including 2 doggies plus my gujie) BUT...i need to wait around 2 weeks for the macbook to be here..I CANT WAIT!!!!!! it comes along with a free ipod shuffle and leopard os..Aint it great? my mp3 is spoilt and i have been using the seriously lack of memory phone to curb the music notes in me..and now..I got both a new notebook and a mp3! Though there's no screen..im still happie..hehe..1 gb..more than enough for me and i dont need to spend any money to buy a new one! :) whee whee whee...I think im super lucky! :) :) Im really excited and gladful...woohoohoo...Thank you beri much..Love you all to bits...Cant imagine what kind of stunts i can pull with my mac...BB toto..see you at home...
I think i need to do some work..but the pain is killing me...oh wellz...

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Graduation."done"
A job."soon"
Go around the world." i went europe". "wishing for taiwan :)"
A driving license."in the midst of achieving"
A cruise trip, getaway to sunny beach."its raining too heavily nowadays"
The bag." currently my gucci is the bag"
Shades
Toto Money."i sensed it near"
Losing fats."very difficult but trying"
Play a game of tennis with a serve.
Nitendo."not neccessary"
Lots of clothes and shoes.hohoho