Boo...Im down with heatiness regularly..My gums feel painful and it extends all the way to the throat :( I was freaked out that this happen like a few weeks ago?I think i need to sleep more and drink more water.Bah..
Literally crawled out of bed this morning..It was raining so heavily and the weather is happily good for sleeping :) but i still managed to wake up..It feels just like work going back to tuas (minus the tedious journey and the super early mornings), its good to meet gisela, joseph and junwen at Keppel again..ahaha..How i missed the lunch breaks (sorry but not the work)..The management trainee scheme was ok, im not sure of my market value though.The big fat bonus vs long working hours, location, culture,NO LIFE....Boo..cannot decide..Working there would mean at least 2 years of tough hard life and im not sure whether its what i want..but they might not call me back for interiew also (my lousy transcript)...wahaha..Been thinking the possibilty. Its always a option but i do have something in mind that im looking more forward to..hmm..shall see..
Anyway, at least we got to have a luncheon..Normally, we were looking at peeps eating buffet while we eat the cai peng.Finally! We get to eat the buffet..whaahaha...Talk with HR is okie..I think i repeated umpteen times (including the fake interview) that we need to rest to work better..waahahaha...I doubt there is such lax job around lar..But still, its great to go back, for whatever reasons..hehe..
Booboobooo..my afternoon nap turn into a sleeping session.I slept my whole afternoon away! I woke up twice..It was still bright the first time..The next time i woke up? It was DARK..Faint..And i forgot so many things...i hope i can work through the night..
WOman, happy birthday! bang my head for forgetting the dinner date..

Rainy days like this makes me relunctant to step out of the room, morever going out :P but i'm glad Gisela got herself a nice soul (bf) who is going to drive us to tuas despite its raining heavily (ideal for a sleep, perhaps only applicable to me) whahah..So from the initial meet 10am at jp, to 1015 at jp....*drum roll*...We are3 meeting 1030 at hall 11 bus stop..hohoho...I love free rides...
(*_*) is soooo lookin forward to his first hopefully high pay job plus benefits to get his car.I think he's silly but well, men's toy: car, women's toyS: lOTS of shopping. Times like this reminds me that i should start learn driving..whaahahahaha...But not anytime soon i guess..I dont really have the urge to drive, i prefer being drive around.hohoho.L.A.Z.Y
Ok, i think im going to library after the session to find some information for fyp...need prepare info to work tomorrow! Think i will just stay in the room to do instead of going to school which aint that nice for rushing a progress report..
Recess week is ending and it spells the start of exams soon! Cant believe the semester gets faster and faster and very very fast! Next thing could be the news that im a working adult.Oh manz, LIFE...Boring..
I wonder anyone is convinced to get me my mac not...whaahhaa...pros and cons and costs...lol..Lots to consider...Just hope my toto gets a new shop, or rather, i get a new companion...whahaaha...
Yeah, will have the whole room to myself for these 2 days since (*_*) is going RP to do lab work..hoho..I can conquer his fusu and play some uber fun games plus do work, without 2 kinds of programs showing at a time (he watching some history film) -_-
Boy...i really wonder if he's an uncle or a 20s guy...Goodness...
Pat on the head; full coverage of blanket...
Ok..shall rest and wait for time to go..hopefully i get the time to upload my fotos soon...hohohoho

Labels: excitment, sweet

Had a long tiring day...I really need to train my EQ. My impatience is setting in again and my EQ is running all time low :( I need anger management. Goodness, i cant imagine myself turning the clock back to the seconday school days ( in terms of my temper)..If i did irritate anyone these few days, please forgive me, i really don't mean it. I think the big full moon is causing the crankiness in me.

Night safari was fun. 50% discount for POSB card, so go now! It looks as if we got the tram ride free :) Photos up when i get the time to load it. Not much though, its dark you know :0 I WONT want to flash the light at the cutie animals and spoil their mood unlike some visitors.I didnt know i will face the same crowd like in hk disneyland. Goodness..The animals show was exciting,nice and beautifully planned out. I love that doggie, foxy look-a-like ( i dont know what it is) and it wooo stretching its neck real high. SUPER COOL! Loves loves..I really love animals..whahahaah...Not applicable to all though...Night safari animals are so cute! Its been sooo long since i last saw a lion, an elephant errr a hippo...ahahaha...For once, i find fruit bats really interesting hanging from the tree..hohohoho..I loving animals. I think ayda changed me and kiki de polar made it better :p SORRY.I STILL HATE CATS.FULL STOP.

I'm not sure if i can forgive if im facing this situation. Its saddening, disappointing...argh...Just not right..

More than half way through the recess and much still needs to be accomplished but im still glad i did some work over the 2 days. I just hope i can be more productive tmr in my tutorials and spend my friday doing fyp..I wished tmr comes faster and i need to take a afternoon nap, BADLY. I'm deprived of this leisure time for 3 days. Bleah. I need to sleep...and relax..I want to do another set of tutorials tmr! Still lagging 2 tutorials for solidwaste and i need to do ce management, study quizzes, rush reports, do presentation...bah..I loving it.

Im busy.No joke.

Managed to churn out some stuff for ID and IEM. Not sure if those are enough but looking at the time, i think thats the most i can do for tonight. Mans, sleep...Need to wake up at 9am tomorrow..Gosh..I hope i dont fall asleep during the talk...And..I dont know what i should wear..Bleah...Meeting gisela again after so 'long'... :)

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Woohoo..Im back..In school..Yea, its recess, its recess not..Have uber loads of stuff to do and school is the only place for me to do work, more efficient work..Currently in LWN and i kinda finished my IEM..I hope the info is enough.Lol..
Had a jc gathering over the weekend. I love gatherings :0 seems like gatherings nowadays all revolve around playing games..ahahaha..Had crabs for dinner on sunday! Yummy yummy..I love crabs :)
I think im getting a new lappie! Woohoo..Pleasant surprise..Its a causual conversation and im so excited that mami suggests that i buy a new lappie while my TOTO goes home..Hehe.I didnt expect myself to get a new lappie anytime soon but im happy!Now im deciding what to get.. Fijitsu or apple? Confused..Shall go eightflags afterwards..hehe
Burning whole day for ID tmr and i have a session on thurs morning to uloo Tuas..
Have got loads of missions to complete..Going to do my solidwaste tutorials and off i go to night safari :)

Finally, 1 project + presentation is done :) Though i didnt really present due to time constraint, but i'm still glad everything is over :p Now now, i'm left with 2 projects+ 1presentation, 2 presentation assignments and fyp progress report, not forgetting tonnes of tutorials and readings that i'm seriously lagging in :( boo...How can i finish so much stuff in a week's break? ID is driving us craZY...Gosh, us and our roof...lo...Im supposed to study 2 hours during weekends but i always spend my time going out with my family..lol...Ah...Its okie, everybody is facing this crisis so just gona live and cross it like any other peep..hoho.You see, im optimistic :) whahaaha

I hate to waste time (in some sense)..hoho...Im feeling a tad guilty BUT, its like having a taste of your own medicine.Im not revenging or whatsoever, it just happen this way lo...Im not upset over what happened cause i always believe i can find my way out.So, solve your own problem..

Im too biased in my perception and im superficial..ahah..But i rather not risk it.Well, im a taurus :) ...I couldnt stand self centreness..But i think im one :) whahah but i try to accomodate cause isnt this supposed to be the way to work?..Sorry, this is not applicable to wee..whaahah

I think my EQ skills are up 1 level..And i know how not to hurt a person's ego..Yea right..I realise everything could be better if we THINK BEFORE WE SPEAK or ACT..Bingo..Some words can be left unsaid and yet, it would be a nicer picture..Its confusing..ahaha...Im a better person...

2 days to recess...i hope i can survive this few days...
Uhhooo, jc gathering this sat evening...Its been quite some time :) I would definitely like this gossip catch-up session :O

I really couldnt understand..not a tad bit at all...But i could only live with all these..Im not grumbling, im just confused..Ok, its a difference in perception or difference in personality..Ok, im not sure..L.I.F.E..period.
This is making me feeling guilty but it shouldnt be cos i aint in the wrong..What wrong have i done?I dont think i should hold the responsiblity but i thought i could have done better :( Boo...
Whee...Im collecting my dresses tmr.. :) It must be nice!
Whee whee...Im going night safari next week! I haven been there before..I know, its not worth the hooha...but i would gladly meet my friends in the zoo zoo zoo...
I wish i could turn smarter or better....

See...this is the new darling of the house...Step, twist and trim...whahah..All at the courtesy of $69.Orginal price $179.good buy! We can now exercise while watching teebie :0 no more couch potato..hoho...Can tone the arms at the same time but we aint good in coordination :)

Anyway, we got this cheap cheap cos we got the OG privilege card..hehe..We got 4 cards in fact and we are eligible for 5..hoho... It all turns out to be a shopping maniac when our target was to accompany my bro buy his working shoes and laptop bag..We went from OG people's park to OG bugis..And we spent a who0ping 450 bucks but all satisfied :) I like this new toy! Had a sumptous dim sum breakfast on sunday and a goofy dinner :) Im happy ....I cant wait for my new dresses!!!

http://princessparadise.multiply.com/photos/album/32/P.P-Wardrobe_of_pretty_clothes

yoyo..anybody interested in the clothes from this link? tell me asap can..ahaha...we forming alias to get cheaper deals if possible :)

Its going to be another weekend so friends, be happy and enjoy the weekend!
I love my new dresses! I got another one..Black with orange flostery...erm hehe, beri nice piece! I hope i can wear my dresses soon but im always stuck in school and home :( Bring me out ! I want take photos in it!
Finally, i handed up my resume and cover letter assignment. You have got no idea how stressful this assignmnet is..whaha...Took a super last minute dash to finish something decent...Everybody is actively looking, scouting for jobs and im 'panicking'...I haven really got the idea what i want to do..the banks application are ending this month or next and there's no time! Online examinations, how to take it? Im not sure whether banking is the way to go...I just think engr is not the path for me..Currently interested in one of the trainee scheme but all is looking for excellent results..Oh yea, my results is more than below average...Haiz, and precisely, they sae i should apply now den wait for my 'no class' degree out..oooo..so depressing..ahaha...But what is urgent at this moment aint all these jobs stuff...i need to clear my school shit first :)
I need to take a rest, its been a long tiring day...
Burnt out....

For my buddy of ermz....11 years... :)
It is pissing and sad for how others view us in a way we aint..And its pointless in trying to clarify when we are already a square among the circles.But its definitely their loss for not seeing the truth in you..You have got a whole bunch of people behind you and know you well enough that you aint what they made up as :) Hoho...And you see, 2 devils + 1 angel = 3 persons..so..the 2 of us still win! hoho...
Smile big big and be happy!
True friendship is like this can...after quarrel umpteen times (im sure u rem this freak who gets angry over the most trivial matter), who are still able to love (i noe this sounds mushy) without grudges (im sure u still rem the quarrels..wahahah)
Dont get angry with them and spoil your mood (i noe its nots easy but we have got to learn)...At the very least, you have clarify and made ur point...YOU AINT WEAK LAR
And you know, turn around and you will see all ur darlings! (not only applicable to nic)

*dun cry when u read hor...i scared too touching...wahhaahahahahahaa*

Labels: :)

Ok..My savings are depleting furiously...I really shouldnt even step into a shopping mall lest anything catches my eye, this includes online shopping.Thank you.I just have to think of ways to hit 1000 fast...bleah...
Time is passing so fast..real fast...i really dont have much time for other stuff except exercising..Its week 6 but im glad recess is going to be here! It means assignments and projects done and ofcos other projects and assignments due after that...Busy busy recess wek.Either i catch up with my study and do my fyp plus other research, or a big die time after that..Why so many more projects but yet lesser time for study?Blah...Time is running out...Around 2 months to the end of this semester...Gosh...
Im so sleepy...I hate to feel like a pregnant woman...hoho...
I hope i can have a nice tan this recess!

Reinella...the post is back..wahhaah....
Boo..im suffering from stomach cramps again :( i feel like a pregnant woman all over again...
Reinella is a bad influence...IM BROKE..REALLI BROKE..And my coin pot is decreasing in gold bars cos i spent another 80 bucks on formal wear :( boo...i wonder if i get get some financial support when i get home this weekend..I know..its only the start of the week...Boo..This formal wear is going to accompany through me talks, workshops, interviews,year end gathering, convocation...blah blah whatever that comes into mind...
I got my blue block dress! I love it! but i duno when i will get the chance to wear it...WEE never bring me go out...LOL...
My work...I need to finish alot of stuff this week cos next week is the week before recess! gosh..i tot school just reopen?Guess what...i haven been studying except doing research but my research oso haven complete yet..so..this means big die time but i will get through..
I rem...my resume is half done and my cover letter not done ...ooo very good...
My house got a living pig! My sista is piece of crap lar...She hao lian went SHAPE run yday, happily bring back a bag of goodies (not bad the goodies)..Its only a 5km run can and she came back like she's a olympics althetic..thats not the point..the point is....she slpt all the way till evening and complained of a fever...yea...then she puked..wahhahhaa...Its super stopid...and she blamed the sea breeze, she blamed the cold shower...I THINK...she's just weak lar...As expected..She never go work today..AND THE CRAPPIEST IS..SHE WORN like a eskimo in the room...goodnes...MY sista is a pig...hoho...cui sisita...
Reinella...Happy monthanniversy..hoho..I rem! Had a whooping day at botanical garden huh...hoho..

Thank god for the enlightenment...hoho..I would have been in deep shit if not for wee's help :)
I think i would be able to talk properly tmr :)

Currently in MSE lab trying to do some research for cv4000. Why we always get weird topics that requires us to think and not hard core facts?whaha.Iknow im grumbling too much.. Argh..Im still stuck with my fyp..IM CONFUSED!
I like here..Air con, pc,933, no distractions..eh..not really cos theres a flat screen teebie..hehe but never watch lar...And its restricted to MSE students so its kinda sparse..Im illegal!
Body is aching from grappling..They really tired to kill me and i cant tell mama! She will scold me lar..lol ..
OK..back to my research..IM done for..So many things i haven do..Yes, resume deadline is next thursay..
I need to go get my formal wear..blah...

It totally pissed me off...
Im angry...
Really angry....
Thank you for your comment...
Will i do work? Look at yourself first...Your smirk puts me off...
Im angry how people look at us..But perhaps, we could have done better...
Its getting on my nerves..
The amount of work is choking me...And the comment spoils my day, totally...Bad bad...
I had a good day, but you spoilt it :(
Prove who's worth? Take a damn look at yourself...
I dont like this...
Im angry...
But...at least now i know what others think...So much effort for forming a team that dont work...Totally sucks...Why must we work in a team? And why must we work with people we dont like? Why why why...
Why it seems like the only trust is between us...
Why doubt us? And say something like this when nobody even bothers to do research?What the hell is so big with the dimensions you come up with?That doesnt give you the right to say something like this...
You know what...
You are a bitch...An ugly one with utterly fugly taste....
Its only a few more weeks..
We will get through it, reinella...
And i hope i can do martial arts on her...
Shut up ur gap, and stop flirting to get into good looks...You dont have any...
You are just some pathetic person in my eyes...
Totally pathetic and 'naive'...

Labels: bad mood...

Went for jit jitsu...Lucky the 2 gers came if not i will be useless there...Why?simply becos from now onwards, its alot of body contact and u cant do it with opposite sex..ahaha..It will look utterly obscene. And its not beri nice u noe..whith hands on the chest and pulling towards the torso....Dun get what i mean?Just go U tube and find brazilian jit jitsu..ahaha..But i have so much fun today! The fun-est part is grappling after class...Grappling is simply ground fighting and you just grab, fight, roll and twist the person's arm..Whatever things to do, just get the person tap the mat...heh...Superbly fun...I rolled and flip till i kinda giddy..and lips bled..ahaha..Its realli alot of fun! Nerve wrecking and fats losing...haha. Its not cat fight can, we kneel down and grab..ahaha.. :) 100% thumbs up...I love to fight! And i got wee to teach me some uber good twist arm hands breakingt tactics..Im so gona try it..Some torsion and skills is all i need...hoho...Im mis martial arty! Wing chun plus jit jitsu, take me on...hoho :)
And now...my arms are aching...i think the gers manage to 'kill' me..ahaha..
Its a happy day... thank you

Labels: miss martial arty

Bah...Im a bad person :( I will become better..Give me some time, thank you...
Hmm...Dont know what im busy about but im definitely 'enjoying' this last year with some activites that are cheap and fun..Hoho..Went kickboxing yesterday, whole lots of fun :) tiring, motivating and fats burning..Last but not least, its cheap! Heh, and went wing chun..Lol..My coordination sucks big time but i only went twice, i need more time lar...heh...Going to take up pilates and yoga next semester, Join Me! Its fun and cheap..Only 10-15 bucks, how much cheaper can it gets? Definitely going to sign up a fitness club when i start work..aahah.I truely enjoy classes.iTS ALOT ALOT of fun! I think it works better than normal dry gym routine..Ballroom dance, anyone?You know, im not that far from graduation :) Maybe im too optimistic..
Bleah...I need to work on my fyp and projects...First, i think i should clean up the room...

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Graduation."done"
A job."soon"
Go around the world." i went europe". "wishing for taiwan :)"
A driving license."in the midst of achieving"
A cruise trip, getaway to sunny beach."its raining too heavily nowadays"
The bag." currently my gucci is the bag"
Shades
Toto Money."i sensed it near"
Losing fats."very difficult but trying"
Play a game of tennis with a serve.
Nitendo."not neccessary"
Lots of clothes and shoes.hohoho