Some of the fotos taken the past 2 years..An unofficial end to hall life..ha

Isnt it amazing who you turned to when u face trouble and hoping he/she will make everything seem so easy to solve? Hmm but the person might not always be available.Why not to the person closest to you?Maybe ur mami, daddy blah blah blah..Perhaps you just dunwan them to worry, dunwan them to feel sad or maybe they just cant make you feel better.The last time i breakdown in front of my sista was like a yr plus ago?Seems like etime i break down in front of her for the same reason.Thou she neva sae it, i know it hurts her too..Hmm maybe not in uni life, i have been a crybaby since sec sch.All my close friends or even not so close ones have seen mi cried.Sometimes, just cant control my tears even when i tried to.All my supposingly tough patches...You know who i'm thinking about now?Hope that piece of crap replies me soon.Hahah..

Feeling sooo lousy....sad sad sad...Perhaps i should just go home huh?But i have got tutorials to attend, tutorials that i shouldnt miss.Sore loser.. Haven been studying this week, everyday was spent going to school for lessons and come back to nua.World is collasping...In for depression again..Sob sob..Bad things just seem to come at one shot.plus the rain...Help me... :(

I tried not to, but still, i did it again. I didnt want to, cause i want to' look good' but heart and brain dont work together, do they? One crazy nut who needs to learn to be braver...Heh perhaps i need to practise some disappearance act too.Its not easy not to 'communicate with anyone the whole day k, to roam around alone and most importantly, to switch off the hp...Its been ages since i last did that, perhaps its time to breathe some air..Nervous, its like life or death junction.Ha, pessi about it but still, hope for the best.I realli cannot make it as a person in a whole.I just shucks big time and why am i not improving myself?Lonely fellow down here ranting.Ranting ranting ranting, bitching bitching bitching...Happy am i not..I'm feeling lost in space, i'm nervous, i'm tired and feeling sick, i hope to get out soon.Perhaps i should go shopping tmr, the urge to vent my frustrations, my doubts..Insensitivity..Life is so boring and monotone.Its as if i were to choose to die myself or 10 people around me to die, i wont hesitate to answer: " JUST LET MI DIE!"..hehe..Tts not a sucidal note..LOser..I want to go home!
I wonder is it the time of the month...
Not full not full...Perhaps its always better....

The PrissDeliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLDf) Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss. Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy. These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.
Your exact opposite:The PlaystationRandom Gentle Sex Master You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing. ALWAYS AVOID: The Playboy, The Loverboy CONSIDER: The Manchild

Tday i went structures tutorial and when i went in the rm, i was abit shocked so i close the door and check the tutorial room again.Okies, i'm in the right rm so wheres the hong kong guy last week?Kudos..Prof li bing is the actual tutor but he went USA so that guy is kinda helping him to take over the class.Its like oh my god, not him again! He tok so much cock that i think he's wasting time.haha..But looks like tis tiem he's toking some sense to me.The father and son story again..Dependent and independent beams.Not to forget he neva fails to remind us that he VOLUNTEERED to teach us.He's a busy man but he wans us to pass so he VOLUNTEERED to teach us.Etime he will repeat this line, be it lecture and i forsee for ALL tutorial classes too.Lucky me, this is the only class he is tutoring..Hahaha, good for me...YAda yada

I feel like going shopping...I want to get the belt i saw at far east( thou its like $39, not realli worth it), i wan to get the heels i saw at jp(wee sae its nt comfortable), i wan to get a bag( haven realli see 1 yet), i wan to get a haircut( the fringe is irritating), i wan to go home( its been 2 weeks since i'm last seen in action)...
Im tired, i'm drenched...Tutorials pile up like crazy, its weeks 4..Another 4 weeks and its recess!Something to be happie about thou, no more committments, no more stuff to do..Heh, hope to get the dates soon and i will mark out my timetable..hehe..
I hope i will see that at end of august.My source of motivation, i hope i will be included..*prays prays prays*

Will be Missing in action...

End of week again.If you dun rem, let mi remind u, its gg to be week 4! ooh...so fast huh...like nuthing much done bt its oreadi week 4..Sian..Went dnd over the weekend..realli old liao..HAhah, duno much pple there.Anyway, the performance was quite nice jus tt the results abit unexpected.kek.Went chiong aft tt and wad the hell, i forgot to bring any identifications..So in the end, i become tan jieying.hahaha..So kanjiong lo but phew, they let mi in.haha..It was quite ok oni, seems like joint hall bash was more more fun.Also duno y..HAHa though the joint hall place was at the most off place--Nanyang audi...Came bk hall at 5 plus and it was zzzz till aftn.Din catch up wif my work the whole weekend.The consequence?Another scolding session.Haiz, wad to do.My weekend mode cant change..sad..Beginning of the new week, gg to do my tuts again.Till then, c ya...

This ger here is trying to act busy by not blogging.Ha.NO! Ofcos not..haaha..Life's been exciting.Bah..Ever since wed pianging of 3 tutorials, i have been slacking till tday.Heh.But i'm oni abit...guilty.Haha.Ltr after my nap shall go mugging again.You see the point?I'hv changed to be a better person..tsk tsk..Hmm wed went jp after dinner and celebrated zaishan bday at 12 midnite.K, the poker cards kissing game.Zaishan 1 lucky guy.HAHa..Anyway, i was there for oni ard 30mins and quietly went off after eating the cake.hehe..K, i realised its not that quiet since elvin realised it.Tsk..the game was not fun..Shant eleborate y..Its just not an appropriate game lar har...Yday was horrible.I went tutorial feeling i'm gg to fell aslp anytime.Heh rushed back to hall to slp after tt.Horrible and slp till 2.40pm? Found xian online and tok cock and poor us, haven eat lunch.So..we decided to study 1st and den meet at 4.Time check: it was 3..heh..1 hr study wad sia..And i was trying to pack my notes, as usual..I'm spending too much time on packing notes.*sulks*..We tok tok till 7.haha..2 poor things toking abt hw cui their life is..Went jp again ltr at nite.Went into the game shop and tis stopid wee is thinking whether to change his controllers for ps2 not.
mi: buy 1 lor, the yellow 1 quite nice.
wee: cannot, must buy 2..Play game mus be fair.Ltr i buy 1 oni, who's gg to use it?My frd or mi?if i use, they will sae unfair, win oso not happie.If they use, i not happie. But..i can oni choose betw buying sandals or controller.
mi: huh?then how..
( 10 mins passed...)
mi: we go out think lar..
As we are walking out, we saw a couple gg in
Passby guy: Eh..go in lei, i wan c game.
Passby ger: huh...c game again..Eday see game...*eyes roll*
hahaha..According to wee, the ger will leave him soon..Faintz**
I bought amos cookies in a nice tin for shan bday.hehe.Msged him and guess wad, they gg ktv.So i joined tHEM. I'm just totally in love with ktv! Hehe..I think, they are quite siao but i had fun.heh..Nostalgic too..cos i rem i used to go ktv with the 72 groupies..Ah..All gone...Yday? It was kinda 71 ting plus a humin..hehe..
But i manage to wake up for tut tday k..Shall go take my nap and complete tis week's tut..BB..

Busy busy...heh..trying to catch up with tutorials, with some gossips and stuff..ahha..So far so good though i feel abit ermz...Hopefully eting is in control..hehe...nid to slp..damn tired..Zzzzz

Double faintz...
>_< :U noe how to improve english?
mi: Hmm read books ba..
>_< :How effective?
mi: hmm slow bt good way..
>_<: I nid to improve by nov lei.I nid take GRE.
mi: whats tt?
>_< : Oh like SAT. But SAT for grag, GRE for Masters
mi: oh...ic...

Well...i get it...Crap,i'm struggling with my studies...Wei, plesase dun expose my blog,haha, i scared get condemned..hahahahaa

Msn blink:
>_<`: hi min
mi thinking : wah...once in a blue moon msn me...
mi: yo
>_< : u still got ur A maths textbk?
mi: eh dunhave...
Faintz....

The feeling is getting stronger and stronger...Cant wait to get out of here...Seems like things change too much...But its okie..I have better and more important stuff to do.Hehe, beri important...Heh, old friends are still better...
Blk supper was ok oni, not good in fact...ha..Its not the food, its just the people..Still rem my first blk supper and the subsequent ones.Now? Things are different..Old faces gone, laughter gone...Ah...sad....haha...So whats now? MIA lor...hehe..
Going lunch with wei on friday 2pm.I scared i forget.Mus write down..HA...and sat with xian..HEH..Now get what i mean? I miss my friends..ahhaa..

Aiyoo..Cant stop chanting..I'm so pathetic..haiz..Simply too pathetic..On a happier note: I finally confirmed that the canteen 3 girl is my primary sch friend! She's doing biz in ntu but haven realli catch up with her.Got her msn and hp number so shall catch up with this long lost frds..ERMZ...Like for about 10yrs? OMG, time flies...
I think i should watch my mouth too.Haha..Coz i saw a link of bah bah on another lah lah which i least expected.Shucks..Why it always happen to me?But its ok, cos in hall, xj and me used to be piled with these kind of shit and stares..Its all over..Not anymore,since i'm now leading a life of recluse..Ah..dun remind me, i'm pathetic..Friends left: less than the fingers on my left arm.Go sch with my eyes glued to the hp, cos i duno wad to do with soo many people in front of me.Ha, lame ..then the rest?'Hello', 'byez' and smile...All these leads to a plan of diet and own toasting of hotdogs and ham.Why?No one eat lunch with me lar...haiya...Why i feel sorry and more sorry for myself..HAahah..For those who come across this post, get the hint le right...:) Piang, cant imagine without eew, i think i would have died..tsk..Actually i'm fine with doing things alone, eating alone.But...looking at the crowd in school, the last thing u want to happen is be caught queueing up with ur bag, take a plate of food and frantically looking for a seat.hee.Niam niam niam.That's about all i can do..Anyway, its time i control my diet, yeah..i'm fat...:p
I love kiwis! Tday eat too much, yday eat not enuff...haiz..

Want to go back there! Too short a trip...

I'm or biang..after ages den download picasa..hehe..beri fun...

Now i'm kinda motivated to study hard..haha..Dun ask me why...got a tutorial tmr, gona do tutorial...Woohooo...I think the sun will rise from the west..wahahahahaa...THe weather is darn hot and humid..dying from dehydration.I love my new tupperware, so shall drink more water..heee..bb...gona study.Its week 2 le huh everybody

How how how....cant get module, cant get this cant get that... :( argh....shit..in a mess..cant get cos of prerequsites...wana cry...life sucks..

Back to hall..with motivation...whahaha...Determined to drink less coke, eat more fruits, drink more water, dun stay up too late,more study, more school, more motivation...whahahaaa...As if....Eh was brought to attention to this particular post of this person (thanks to wei) and i'm so interested in finding out who he's talking about..hehee...I need to find out! :)
Anyway, saw this person nick on msn oso, super cmi..I seriously think he's a s*ucker...oops..hee..Declaration of love on msn dun work lar huh,ur actions speaks louder than words..tsk..Updates:Beri sian for the whole week so went shopping alone on friday.U wldnt wan to know wad i got..haha.. Went ktv on sat..So long never go ktv!hee..Went dim sum this morning and realised chinatown got this old building now completely changed, shall go there again..The dim sum at red star is great!
.shall be a good ger..
A hibernation diet i saw from her world: eat 2 teaspoons of honey every nite before u slp helps to burn fats..ahaha..And continue to eat during the rest of the day..Can sumone try and tell me whether it works? :p
I wan to start engine..but my engine is ermz...damn rusty....yawnz...

I'm feeling restless and lazy...Trying to adjust back to school term..Ah..All messed up..Not the time of the month and yet i'm feeling down..Down down down..Unmotivated..I feel bad for being lazy, for being unmotivated..Omg, looks like i need abit of time to pick up..But i dunhave much time..Shucks..Ever wonder why we do so much things that doesnt make us happier?More like we are waiting for death..haha..Study study study den work work work work work and die...How great if we can reverse old age with our baby times huh...Den perhaps its not as painful and not as difficult...
I wished time can pass faster now..To a few yrs later..Wonder where will i be, what will i be doing..Why cant i just grow up? I need to change...Will u be rich enuff by then?whahahahahaaa

I'm back in action! Back with my chatterbox...its been a long long holidays wif loads of fun..Bt now, its studies again...I'm bored...hai...And hungry...

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Graduation."done"
A job."soon"
Go around the world." i went europe". "wishing for taiwan :)"
A driving license."in the midst of achieving"
A cruise trip, getaway to sunny beach."its raining too heavily nowadays"
The bag." currently my gucci is the bag"
Shades
Toto Money."i sensed it near"
Losing fats."very difficult but trying"
Play a game of tennis with a serve.
Nitendo."not neccessary"
Lots of clothes and shoes.hohoho