Its kinda weird that im feeling kinda of bothered over someone i dont know personally..Hmm..Its kinda of a loss, to both...Weird...Well, somethings just cant be rushed nor forced...
*I got soft spots for cute guys! yesh yesh...even now..i still love cute guys more than anything else... hohohohoho :)

Hohoho..Ah mun made up her mind and chop off her hair! Its like a new short for me..hahaha..Byebye long hair and helloo miss bob..I feel as if a load has gotten off me..Thrill of chopping hair and i think i will complain less about my profuse perspiration..Well, i dunhave my camera with me cause my sista went jordan and dubai again..So...Hahaha..Wait wait wait..My lok kok cellphone dunhave camera can :P
Hohoho..Anyway, i was shopping around watsons when i saw the za concealor for sale.Its like $8.50.Cheaper than the usual $13.50 and so i got myself a tube since mine finishing..And when i pay, there's another 5bucks discount! Err...So i paid like $3.50? I seriously think the cash register got problem lah..ahahahaa..Cheap cheap..Im happie...Yeah, thursday is sushi day :)
ARGH...Im tired and sleepy..I hate times like this..I just hope only 1 goes wrong..Wish me luck..Cos i think i buang that for sure..the rest..er...Im not sure...haiz..sian..I think it will be 2 or 3..Oh no...i hate this... :(

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Im simply crazy over shorts! I have like collected 2 pairs over these few days..Lol..Hohoho, cant resist different patterned and coloured shorts :p
Loads to memorise..Im so dead...

Its a blog changing season! Going to change my blog too....Real soon...Need some time to play around with it first though...It should be out next thursday, if not...ermz...After 14 may..whahahaha...
Bought my cheapo skinnies and a pair of forever 21 shorts.Got myself a new belt too.Hearty..My abercombie shorts are also here, waiting for my parents to bring tmr..Excited..Else, im lazy and slacking..Argh..Im done for..Settled most of the stuff so i will be holidaying officially next thursday!
Feel like changing...So..I think im going to cut my hair! Its bothering me abit too much..Wanted to cut yesterday but the hairstylist was not around.So i think i will go back to my usual one..Short, i might just cut it short..Lol..It seems like i needed something new, need to start afresh! I cant wait but im feeling lazy..Haiyoyo...Going to get trim and fit from 14 onwards..Yesh, shall hit the gym again!
Things im going to do:
1)Cut my hair
2)Change my blog
3)Hit the gym
4) Get my watch!
...Err...i seriously got alot to do...but lets finish these 4 first..whahahaha...

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LIFE SUCKS...
Yes...It is.....
Freak...

Im feeling freakingly sleepy and confused! The cheatsheet and textbook like not much of help.Okies, you will think im complaining way too much when i can bring something in but its not easy at all.*sulks*.There's no free lunch in this world.Knowing i can get my ballet pumps later aint making me excited now. Argh! I just hope i dont screwed up tomorrow.Im not very sure looking at my state now.I thought i have done enough, only to realise im far from it.I hate this..I got a bad omen... :(

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Hohoho, min is proud to declare she is older by another year! Lol..Somehow, it reminds me im already an adult.Okies, i know this is a bit late.I should have knew it 2 years ago.But well, i kinda forget it.It means i should act MORE like an adult.Hohoho.Thanks everybody! Fatter ass got a whole ice cream cake to herself.Hohoho.It will be greater if i have prezzies you know..Whaahahaha...I made my wishes, i blew the candles but i dint get to cut the cake.Lol..
Okies, as much as i dont want to, i need to go back to reality...Till then....
Happy earth day!
Happy birthday to me! :)

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Who says cheap stuff isnt good? Hohohoho.. $1.95 can also be cool and effective! Lo...

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Lo..I felt like i got bog and fell into a coma.I coulnt get myself out of sleep! Pathetic.Supposingly 2 hours nap turn into 3 and finally into 4.Hopeless.Old, cant tolerate any lack of sleep but a freezing shower helps, makes me shiver like hell :p Pimples, pimples.I hate times like this.Woo.Everyone seems to agree with me and im surrounded with peeps with breakouts.Wahaha.And cant help, but sink into the topic of masks.Haha.I think im crazy over it but i just love to pamper myself with a chilling mask.Next on line will be whitening mask! I think i have enough moisturising masks for the upcoming month.Whaaha.But i love whitening masks cause it gives your skin radiance! Perfect for perking up tired-looking skin.Look, you wont turn into michael jackson.Wahaha.It doesnt make you white, for your info.Wahaa.See, i know my masks stuff.Try me, i tried quite some brands.Woohoo.Wellz, i think the price does make a difference, cause i like to steal my sis sk2 mask, but it oos.Wahaha.Hey, its like 25 bucks per piece can..So ex la..Lo...Maybe im just materialistic.Hahaha..If you think your skin is oily and hence breakout, you are wRONG! Hehe.Expert min say the skin beneath is too dry.So the root should be dry skin.So dont want to have breakouts?Moisture moisture even if you THINK your skin is not dry! (not applicable to before period, during period or stressful times like EXAMS) Tsk..
I cant wait for next week and the next next! I think my stuff are reaching +cross fingers+ :P
Anyway, i think i look like im on a diet.I have been eating much lesser as compared to last time.Perhaps my metabolism has decreased.lol.Another reason i can think of, i have been stuffing my stomach too much in the past, overloading in another sense.I realise i dont need to eat that much and i feel full.So now, im like eating half of my share of food, contributing the rest to gongfu boy( he always not enough food)..And guess what, lazy me been eating wholemeal tuna, egg bread the past 2 days for lunch.Lol..$1.20 only, cheap cheap.Wholemeal is good can..But, why i still so fat with the lump of fats on my waist?Tsk.The only difference i feel now is, i dont feel full till want to puke or sleepy after meals and somehow, my brain tells me my stomach have less toxic and junk.hahahaha.Self consolation.No exercise, so eat less..ahhaa.But i have been eating western food and curry chicken.Lo..Boring food...I miss veggie and my strawberry, apple fruit juice...
I want to go swimming and tanning! Lo..Cause i have aloe..ahahahahaahaha...
It will be a long day..
Yeah, its the long-awaited mask day..Go go pimples..
I know, its a bimbotic post...Whatever.hahahaa...

Sometimes, i miss those days...
I need to buck up!

Ice cream is what i need and what i will get in 5 days time.
Motivation is what im lacking.
Sleep like i always do.Nope i sleep even more the past few days.
I think im gone and i dont know why.Ho no, no strength to do anything, no motivation, nothing.Im a slacker, a goner, a whatever.
I dont know whats over me, perhaps im tired.Tired of not trying and not doing anything.Im hooked to online shopping, im hooked to sprees.I think im deprived of shopping, always.Im deprived of masks! I got myself another 6 but i dont know when im getting it.My shorts should be in a week's time.I will get my treasures after this buang time!Im deprived of money! I hope i will get more this weekend :)
I hope its a quiet one this time round.I really dont need a big wooha, neither a small wooha, i just need a peaceful time, especially during this period.
I really need to do something, i have to..Wish me luck, wish me more strength and less sleepybugs..

Times like this are bored. And i just keep feelinG sleepy.Lol. Then i remembered the masks i bought and times like this means i should put on one, sleep and relax. Tsk.Just in case pimples breakout and skin start sagging.Whahaaha..I totally dig masks.Think i going to store up supplies soon! Hehe.Suddenly the urge to learn driving gets stronger, for i dont know what reason.Its a deal next sem, xj! Burlo, the watch that i like is confirmed out of stock.Duno should get the metal one not but i still prefer leather, think i look weird in metal..Hmm..Think after exams then buy ba..Hoping for a new handphone.Tsk.Or perhaps a ticket too...Got quite abit of food again this weekend..Hehe..And my favouraite xuan gan water and i finished 2 out of 3 bottles..Love them.Feeling heaty, my left eye abit painful.Sian..Ok, think i wont cut my hair for the time being.hehe..
I hope my shorts come soon and my shoes... :-)
I want to eat porridge and sushi! I want to get my pair of jeans! I feel and think like i have newfound freedom after last thursday..AZA AZA..
Time to hit back what i love most, my books..boo boo...

I'm sure these are the things that makes me happy! Just like a can of coke :-)
I think perhaps i shouldnt hold too much of hopes from others..Hmm...Well, its not like rare that i feel my friends pang seh me..ahha..But im taking it in stride.I think thats just part and parcel of life.I mean, everyone got their own life so they desert me for the greener and more important stuff.Ah welll...What to do?There's nuthing that i can do while perhaps they might be feeling a tad guilty..Perhaps im one too doing these kind of stunts ocassionally...I think thats why im relying more and more on my gongfu boy.So much so that im becoming like a koala bear and Im trying hard not to..Yeah, i shouldnt sound like this but there are just too many things that i want to do together with him.But in times, i pang seh him for the moment of greener pastures like gatherings or pigging out.Thats makes me feel more like a 'person'.ahahaha.I get as ridiculous as a kid when it comes to myself.I lack the brains.Lol..
Im suppose not to drink too much coke but we have got the 2nd pack of 12.I tried snatching a pathetic pillow when he fell aslp and tried stretching his limbs..We fight, i got slammed like a xiao qiang..I screamed and wake him up from sleep because of a flying insect only to realise he scared also..haha.Times like this triggers me.Its makes me laugh when he told me guys have to act macho when it comes to 6 leggy stuff when they are infact scared too!.But he doesnt in front of me.So it ended up me hiding behind him while he stuggles to get them out of the room. He hops and trip so i have to remind him to walk slowly but like a wild kid, he never listens.We stayed up to watch soccer and gets overjoyed by winning $30.I could hear him shouting from the room at 1st level become he won a goal from winning eleven.He got all agitated when his man u team doesnt perform well.Both in real life and his FM.He asks me why my money gone to just like my mother.He talks about history, i talk about about shopping. We eat dinner and end up he eating half of my rice. He says im fat and shouldnt eat too much, but always end up giving me more food.He asks me to study everyday.He said i got too much clothes and shoes..He loves photos scraping and flip that album of his everynite before sleep as if taking medicine diligently..He loves his mami.He helps his granny massage.He acts like a child at times that makes me feel like a mami..ahahahahaha..He just makes me feel at ease..Lol..Whats that???There are just too many small little things that makes me feel the worth...How farni..Sometimes, i just wished i could do more and be a less critical plus paranoid plus short tempered.. And i do like him alot :)
Yesh if you realise,I dont realli talk about gongfu boy in my blog cause i dont know how to express myself in words and i hate to be mushy.Plus some stuff should be kept in heart..Haha.I know im still not writing in the correct sense.Maybe you can ask me personally :)

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Very farni...I was browsing MSU webbie and i come across this..

How on earth does Peggy look like Joanne Peh? Please put the 2 faces side by side and compare. Doesn't mean when one sports a short haircut, it means she look like the other. Peggy has sharper facial features than Joanne.

LOL.peggy is so much different from joanne.. only similaries are that both are from NTU.peggy wins her in terms of looks and intelligence man

Nah, i say, joanne peh is sooo much more prettier than peggy

i can't get over her james dean quote."Dream as if you'll live forever. LEAVE as if you'll die today."gets me every time.but i've always liked short-hair contestants coz they cool, yo.

*Pick out what tickles my funny bone..whahaahahahaa...

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I still cant get out of the semi coma state! Haiz..And n0t much, in fact, little time left...Pray pray...
Saw a pair of pumps i like! Its flat and cool...hehe..And got a great deal of $15 pointed greeny pumps too...
I think i will get punch or slam to death soon.Yesh...Violence! but i got my jue zhao also..whahhaa...I hate flying insects...The cleaning aunti niam me this morning when i went bathe! She ask me why uni students so dirty and make a mess of the toilet! Lol..Faint..So i tried to strike a conversation with her and told her how horrible the pantry is during weekends.Guess what she said? She said is the cleaning uncle's fault! Not the students...She said the uncle lazy, didnt clean properly.Now, who's talking about double standard here.i think her point is, she is very responsible but we aint when it comes to the toilets.But the uncle is irreponsible in his work..I dont know why i became the target..ahaha..Anyway, she said she not lou so..But i think she is :P but well, cant blame her, yeah, uni students doesnt mean clean or civilised k...ahahaa..
Okies, i think im not fated to help xj. I went sao twice with letter of authorization but both times, i came out empty handed..ahahahahahaa..Lol...
Freak..watching movie tmr before all our vouchers expire..hehehe..

Big time sianness..I feel like im going to give birth anytime.Hahaha.My legs are wobbly and my, the stopid cramps.That explains my foul mood..
Once again, Stop disturbing me when im trying to listen!!!!!!!Argh...This is so irritating but there's nothing that i can do :(
I cant believe we need 8 people next semester.This sounds like great disaseter to me.I hope i dun be so suay..

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Okie, this is bad..I think my brain is suffering some permanent brain damage..I have been falling in and out of sleep this few days.Waking up at noon and falling back sleep within hours.This shows signs of head and brain tiredness though they haven been working and doing their job well.Wellz wellz, i just hope i will fall out of this semi coma soon.Tonight i hope.Okies, my hp played a prank on me.Failed on me for the entire day..Everything seems not to be very right..
Din get to meet miss thick skin.Argh..See you in 2 months time...Haiz...
I want to eat prawn dumplings....Bleah...
I got 500g of dog biscuits! And a whole pack of coffee..Coolz...

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Im in a dilemna! Should i cut my hair short or should i let it grow!?Ok i know this is not the time to fret over this but i cant stop thinking about it! Asked my sista for comment and she asked me to snip it off cos short hair is in now..whahaha..Er...For me, there's a much more practical reason, the weather is getting real unbearable and i think my hair is making me perspiring double the rate of others and May might be a tough time for my hair..hahhaaa..But, i have been wanting to grow it real long cos i have been cutting it off and on for the past few years..And the longest was during jc days.But its not beri nice also..ahahahahaa..And i have just straighten my hair for 3 mths..Hmm, tempting tempting..Think i will decide in May, think i will go back to Gan..Lets see how..Maybe i should ask him for opinion...
Anyway, im beri full! Just back from my grandma bday.Mission accomplished and i get to see my brother and sista..hehe..See you all in may!Wheeeee

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I dont know whats wrong with me but im feeling utterly disappointed plus pissed this week, esp today.Maybe its pms, maybe its the people, maybe its just me..argh..I felt exploited in some sense and i think i gave the pissed look.Well, if you were me, being deprived of something which is solely yours, for eg TIME , what look will you have? And it pissed me more when its not appreciated by someone who is worst off than you.If you have so many comments, jolly well do yourself, why ask me?I hate to wait.I mean its ok once or twice but PLEASE, not frequently.I dont like to waste my time walking here or there, doing unmeaningful things.Seriously if it is me, i wont ask others to accompany me.Hey, we are adults, we can do things ourselves, esp simple stuff like these. Call me selfish, im like this..And...why make me go early when it ends up i have nuthing to do?! Why why why....????? Horrible...FOUL MOOD...However, im glad its going to be over soon.I doubt all this will happen again..I hope not...Enough of exploitation.Its over...
Hmm, seriously thinking of doing fyp alone.I think i cant find someone to work with.Not that i have met anyone that i want to work with.hahaha..I tink do alone might not be a bad choice afterall.Nobody else gona decide your fate..Hmm think still got a month before the selection.So well, shall see...
Well, i know its give and take.Its not as if i dint take but i just hope others dont cross the line between help and exploit.They have been stepping on my toes and making me feeling like crap.Yes.Prove your worth..Like real..Im not a good friend, i lack the calibre..ahhaahaha...

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Sometimes, i wish i have more guts..whahah..If i have that little tad bit of guts, i would have gone or plan to go for lasik.Ah but wellz, i cant imagine the doctor literally opening my eyes..haahaha..And the more difficult part is to let my parents plus my aunt agreeing to it..They hate this idea which i brought it up before..Till the extent that my mum would rather i have 100 more pairs of shoes or dozens more clothes.Yeah, thats what my mum say..The idea of having perfect eyesight and seeing clearly every morning you open your eyes( thats what the advertisment promotes) vs clothes and shoes and bags plus the possiblity of getting disown or blind.(i noe i sound far too extreme but well, due to my timid character, i always imagine the worst.Yesh, thats why i never tried to skip school during uniform days or do anything labelled 'wrong' by tutors) Its a choice...whahaha...Ben did it for $2500!.And he say it is far from scary.Done in 15 minutes for a lifetime of clearness..ahaahaha...but sometimes, i just like to imagine the worst that can happen to me.I always think im a suay person.If there's a 0.0001% of chance of not getting it right, i always get it.Yesh, the suayness in me...
Eh perhaps one day i will find the courage..and the money...

Went to bunk over at crx room over sat.Wahaha.All we did was 'shit' over sunday.Eating and laughing at our classmates.Gosh.We came up with a conclusion, all of us are turning old and 'dry' literally.All we can see from the photos are signs of aging and how studies have turned us into old tired freaks. We are thinking about class gathering in a few years time, i think i will just hide some corner trying to get a life.Perhaps, some of us have get married, become papa or mama or worst, divorced( applicable only to tim)..whahaa..Its quite amazing how our class S20 still get in touch..and how we always talk about our old jc days.Hmm..No doubt, Its some of my best schooling days. Well, i think partly becos of all the weird beings in my class :) Now now now, its means must use more masks. Right? Gosh, i cant believe 30 is so near...Haiz, so near to death.whahaha...For now, the future looks bleak..Haiz....
Need to go to my grandma dinner this friday.Arh..No excuse.I wasnt excused despite my semmingly very reasonable excuse.whahaa..Hmm...I want to go for a tour.I wonder if i can squeeze in a genting trip too.. Hehe..
I cant believe is turning more and more like my mama.Yesh, mama not papa. He reminds me of my scary mama during my primary school days who spot checks me in spending.Ahahaha.But well, what can i say...
Back to my impt taks, or i think i shld buy dinner first..
2 tmr and im done..

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Graduation."done"
A job."soon"
Go around the world." i went europe". "wishing for taiwan :)"
A driving license."in the midst of achieving"
A cruise trip, getaway to sunny beach."its raining too heavily nowadays"
The bag." currently my gucci is the bag"
Shades
Toto Money."i sensed it near"
Losing fats."very difficult but trying"
Play a game of tennis with a serve.
Nitendo."not neccessary"
Lots of clothes and shoes.hohoho