I always wonder, is it really possible to capture every single moment of your life on camera.Well, i suppose YOU can.Been blog browsing and bewildered by the moments captured by the them.haha.Its like, every single thing they do is caught just nice on camera, into pictures and great for blog.Weird..ahhaaha..Though i agree that special moments or events or even some nonsensical pictures should be taken and kept, i think pictures taken specially for blogs are too over.hahahaaha...Yes, bery over.It doesnt look logical and sensible to me though i would gladly browse through it.hehe.But, i think alot of stuff, should be kept right inside.Where got so much time to take everything?Dun tell me ur forehead gt a web cam lookalike that captures everything so that you dunid to hold on to ur sleekest camera on hand?heh.My point being, how can you enjoy urself if you are soooo engrossed in taking everything down?Nvm, i like to look at the pictures too, so continue with photo whoring..hahaahahaa....

Eh..Im beri thirsty and i duno why.Wahaaha.Anyway, im now busy watching doraemon.Heh.My favourite cartoon lo.Damn farni and how nice if i have a doraemon eh.Haha.Was watching the memorising bread whereby da xiong ask doraemon to help him in his tests.So he gave him alot of breads.All he have to do is to print the pages on it, and eat it up.Well, ofocs in the end, he din make it cos he pass everything out.hahaha.Friends out there with a childhood, go to youtube and search for the cartoons.heh.Fond memories...
Anyway, im thinking of changing to dailies after my last pair of contacts.Cos it seems like my contacts can only last for like 3 weeks and it start causing discomfort.Anyway, i dun wear contacts everyday so perhaps dailies are more worth it and better for my eyes.But den again. its double the price.Hmm, see how ba, still deciding..hehe..Need to wait till dec to buy also.Haha..
Money money, i need to save money.I will be broke by end of exams.Sian.No mpney to go out and play.ARGH..
Fall! when will money fall down?
Oh man....Im dying....

Ah...nonono..SECRET EXPOSED.Oh MAn...How how how..Act blur, act nuthing happened.Haha.My heart was beating like siao.Gosh me...Tremblings..
I got nasi lemak for lunch! And they bought me satay, lime juice and my fav doggie biscuits!
Heh.And my aunti say, after exams buy hp! Heh.But she nvr sae gona pay.Hmm..See how la.HEhehe..
Got money le.Need to sheng sheng you..bbOff for lunch and off to my hideout!

Uhoo..Im back.Disappeared for a week or so?whaha.Supposingly rushing my tuts, mug, eat, slp and watch teebie.Yes, i watching more tv and sleeping more and eating more.NOOOO...Sian.Time of the semester and i just feel like slacking.Shucks..Indulge in a pint of ben and jerry choc fudge ice cream.Half a pint finished by me and i think i want to finish the chunky monkey.heh.Think i will scare the wits out of him.haha.How how how..i cant concentrate.Its always like this.Even till the last of the minute, im feeling lazy...Uhuh..
Waiting for my parents and auntie to come.Need to get my lunch and my allowance.And i think i need to get canvassing money too.Cos im reaaly broke.Just went for a haircut yday.Thinned my hair cos its freaking messy..And done, broke.I need money to fall..fall from sky or appear from ground.Sian big time.Broke, aimless and careless..Sob, my stopid hp is gettting stopider.Its limiting my calls to 40sec.How great le huh, auto shut off..Shit man..Grumble grumble, turning into some ah ma liao...!!!!!!..bored bored bored.
Wait till thur, im gg town.Thinking of wad to eat on thur but then again, on a thrifty regime.Then how???
At least i noe i have another 50 bucks in my acct soon..haha..
No..i need to save.Thinking of some great stuff but i need money.Gosh, need to save within this 2 months.Eat less perhaps.haha.Buy less stuff.Eh did i just sae i bought a belt yday?Red belt wif polka dots cos it caught my eyes on friday?hmm...Burning burning le la..
Im turning into a potato.Like wad wee sae, my everyday life revolves around the bed.I sit down there to do stuff, i watch teebie from there.And conviently nap and sleep there.I eat on the bed too.The only time i get out of it? To go toilet.Yea.A potato bed.How great....~~~~ I need the sun badly!

Humans are just too self centred. If only we are more thoughtful and spare some for others, everything could have been less hurtful.If only everytime before we speak, we could stop, think, organise our thoughts and then shoot.If only lah, so much so for been straightforward, we unknowingly hurt others.I'm guilty of it, as always.But i guess, i have changed as a better person over the years.Ha.Growing up..
Its meant to be well, but it turned out not, it turned sourful.Unexplainable.But to think back, its really shouldnt be my concern.Yes, this makes me feel better.Why should i be so eager to change something when its impossible?Its like trying to myself its gg to be a sunny day when its raining.So the solution?Bring an umbrella! Yes, i'm sterning clear of this.Sure.Coz, i dont even have time to solve my own problems!
Something to be happy about, i have got flushed away preview tickets.Heh.Cartoon, perfect for me.400 sunperks points for a pair of tickets.Happie me, sunperks points proving its usefulness.And, my deary sis going to help me collect the tickets, arh...hopefully. *cross fingers* Its on next wed, so it means, i need to work doubly hard this week!
3 more weeks to exams, another 4 to end of it.A good 2 months.Go away sleepyworms and laziness.I must be on full gear! Okies, i still have 3 or 4 modules of tutorials to complete..hmm..
Though i complain on previous post, i must say i love my mami, papa and my gujie! Had a heartful lunch of porridge, dumplings, raw fish, dessert.And....They brew wonderful bird nest soup.Heh.Sweet bird nest soup, and i must say, every mouthful is bird nest.hahahaha.Woohoo.Every time of this sem, they will take the trouble to buy deli food for me and bring to this bird nest place.OOh.how nice.A practice since my jiejie days.Ooh..I feel like crying.whaha..Nobody understands, my papa this great ah papa, always drives me back to sch.Even when i want to go back myself, he refused! Eh yes, thats my papa.Now, i wish for abalone porridge,lolx...And a new handphone.Sista sista, ur ah mun needs a new hp.... :)

Hmm....I guess it crushed...Perhaps, more could have been done.To sympathise or nt?Or it is just part and parcel of life? Or the future beholds more wonderful memories, memories to keep and hold a lifetime?No time for regrets, only the wish and hopefully the realisation of tomorrow..I hope, there will be no more regrets...

Mt mami and gugu are soooo naggy..Omg, I regret telling them my vision is blurry at nite, that my eyes are itchy.And they blame it on my contacts!Why nobody blame it on the haze? I haven been wearing it for like ages and i'm changing my contacts like 3 weeks a time.Stop nagging at me like i'm some small kid who duno that i must watch before i walk.I oso feel uncomfortable with my eyes and u think i want them to be like that? Oh please...Stop thinking i dun care..Done...
Sian, disappointed, broke.Whats more....exams are coming...I feeling darn blue, pissed, and disappointed...Oh my...its a blue black day... :(
ps.. Im just feeling blue...Im sorry...

Shucks.I darn broke.Please dun underestimate my statement.I'm really broke and i need to be thrifty for the next 2 months.I need to give up my strawberry apple juice and fastfood.I need to save money fast cos i'm running a deficit! I need to change my blardy phone.Argh.I'm flare up with it.But i'm broke.Shit,how? Still need to pay convassing money end of the month?I need divine's help...:(

Stop being a fucked up person.Stop acting friendly.Stop being so pretentious.Stop thinking people are out to bootlick you.Cos to me, YOU are just another slave.Its ok to be unfriendly cos me myself, dun suck up to people i dunlike or dun wish to tok to.But stop acting friendly in front of people when you are a bastard when no one is looking.PLEASE.I have a pair, if not 2 pairs of eyes.SO..Stop being so fucke up..I kill too!!! I'm not that angry or pissed cos i'm not realli bothered.hahaahahhaa.Just want to scold people...Please dun test my patience.WARNING: I have A FIERY TEMPER TOO! ..I had QUITE ENOUGH OF ALL THESE NONSENSE. eNOUGH IS ENOUGH..Dun come and provoke me..Cos i'm not afraid of provoking people.Wahaha.Dun ask me which B isit, cos if its a B, ofcos its a Guy! Shucks...But its not preoccuiping me,hahahaha, just noting a record....
PS: dun test my patience.From now onwards, i'm not going to bother again, cos u dun give a damn about it.I dun deserve treatment like this.Yes, i dun.So..WAKE UP UR FREAKING IDEA..
What's the haze doing to us?Making my eyes itchy and wee is sick.haiz..I hate haze...I dunlike you...I'm not using hate cos hate takes up too much space in my heart.whahaa.Dunlike dunid space.Well, so be it..Feeling pissed or angry with somebody will only make yourself frustrated.So, why bother?hehe..Done, i'm done with my grumblings.Not anymore for this.F off..hehehehe.Pardon for my crudeness.IM sinned..ahahahaha..Forgive me..bb...

Delusions, Obsession, The Prestige..
Went to watch The Prestige.Its been quite a long time since we catch a show.Think the previous show was superman during the hols at The cathay?Omg, that was so long agoWanted to go Vivo to watch on sat but den, exams are coming so wld rather spend the time studying(hopefully).haha.Lets not tok abt those pirated dvds.haha..The Prestige is a cool and nice show! Abit sad, suspense, excitment.Everything la..Haha.So prestige means more than that.Cool gadets are the prestige.heh.I love the setting, the actors, though the wife is abit old for the lead.Wahah..Must watch!
So are you willing to give everything up for fame, or rather, your obession?
Heh.Got a cheap deal AGAIN! YES! AGAIN! 10 bucks for a orangey strips skirt.Uhoo..Cute skirt and it costs only 10bucks.Hehe.Happy man, yet another cheap cheap deal.Hehe :) Calls for a celebration and means, i need to start mugging again.Went out at 8 and now i'm back, settled down to do my tutorial cos tutorial tmr at 830am and i want to act a tad smarter ( Its becos my class is darn small, pple are not turning up, so i want to look abit studious by knowing how to answer his questions, whahahaha)
Duno why my hair is getting messy again.If i din rem wrongly, it was only a mth ago i went to trim my hair.Argh, maybe i should do something to it.When will my hair gets long enuff?! Think wait until after exams ba.I'm lazy..haha..Shall depend on my hair conditioners and serum till then...
Uhoo, need to do my tut.OMG, I'm feeling sleepy and i need to wake up at 730.BB..Enjoy ur weekends if there's still is...

I seriously feel like throwing my hp away! Random Messages and calls are coming in late.WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?! SUPER PISEED WITH SAMSUNG...I think its pms plus pes thats is making me losing my sense of sanity..SIan la..Bottomless pit...
Wash hands wash hands...Heck la..
I duno whats happening to my eyes.Stings and rejecting my lenses..Omg..Haze is killing me...cAN I go shopping soon?????Want to go for a swim or rather, just nua in the pool..

HUMANs alway like to take things for granted.You cant deny it.I guess, its only when you know about others misfortunate that you realise how lucky you this pampered brat is?It never realli occurs to me that what i have seen in teebie series is sometimes really a true reflection of what is happening in real life.Ignorant.Its only till well, perhaps 3 years ago, i seen real life examples and it just seems that life is much more complicated than just studies stress, relationship or friendship problems.A term so close to heart, so close to me till i 'forget' its true existence can be so far for reach for others. One such lucky soul.. :) What i didnt know must be the great efforts in making it happen.It just looks so simple but i'm sure its not.It takes alot of patience, determination and most importantly, tolerance..
When i knew about it, i was relieved.All is gone.Yes.All..Truely, its gone for good...For once, i knew its true.Its meant to happen like this..Never am i going to feel this way again cos it wont happen again.It was dumb and purely insensible.Growing up la..
I found it! Wonderful....
So am i, so am you...
May all find their truth... :P

Haze is making me nuts...My eyes are stinging and yes, i'm blaming on haze.hehe.Its nt itchy bt stings..I'm realli hopelessly messy, i look at the piling load of work that i'm supposed to do, i feel like crying...omg...when can i finish all of them when exams in a mths time and i need to study for quiz? Dead dead dead..help mi help mi..Most of my quiz results are out..So-so ba..Not realli up to expectations bt still ok..haiz...Mug mug mug..

Dead, feeling unmotivated though exams in a mths time.I'm done for.Shucks.Feel sleepy the moment i read my notes.Lag lag lag.Why i always make myself land in this state every semester?hmmmmm.....
Fri was a jc gathering.It was a great dinner plus chilling out if not for the bitches at the goodie bag packing.hahha.Shall not elaborate on the stupidity of others.Okie, we need to be nicer.haha.A grand total of 14 people turned up for the gathering and its only ard 2 or 3 'active' members not there.The rest, well, shall not mention about it.hahahah.All thanks to my favourite that i reached home safely and without spending a single cent.haha.All ben's fault! Act studious and went back nus..
Bought a shoe rack at only $4.90 at ikea on sunday.Heh.Cheap deal but i think wee is suay.Haha.Pillow zip is spoilt and the chair lack of a screw.Yeah screwed up..
Materialistic.I noticed a change in taste of 'stuff' that i fancy.LV monograms are no longer so ugly though i still prefer the coloured editions.I still remember i used to find it so auntie when i'm younger.Shit.I'm growing up.haha.This reminds me of an article that i read about this same change.So what happened?I realiseD i'm browsing more on IT bags and wallets etc and notice less of what once thrilled me.haha. Perhaps my shopping bag has matured..
Vanity is taking its course...

Yes, i noe i post this foto before.But well..hehe..The rest of the fotos are in my sharing folders..haha.Wait till i'm back in hall, which is i duno when, i will post them up.hehe..

Mr USA


I think dennis look like michael jackson on that day.Wahahaha, too thick the makeup la..
Aint Mr indonesia cute?hehe.My favourite..haha.

Haven been updating my blog cos i'm seldom in hall.Haha.Mia la..Hmm last friday went swisshotel to eat nasi lemak.un ask me why go there.Its the singapore restraunt and it cost us 39 bucks for 2 plates of nasi lemak and a glass of lemon tea.Hehe.Done, ex nasi lemak but great place.haha.Sat was a shopping day.HAha.Shop for yv bday but we dn forget to buy someting for ourselves also.Kek.And nite was spent at pavilion to support dennis, or rather, to see the other contestants for mr international.HAha.Got loads of foto but i dunhave it with me now, except indo...haha.One of my fav and supposingly a famous tv presenter in do?haha.It was like aunties shopping ( us taking fotos with the rest)..haha..Shall post it up when i'm back in hall!..Eh anyway, tday gona have steamboat and fondue tnite at nanyang house! Yes, outdoor steamboat.Will be back with great fotos of food since its dennis treat! hehe..Cant wait...

Yes.Weekend is coming.Duno to be happie or not cause it means another week nearer to exams! Eh next week is e-learning week so i'm trying to find other tutorial classes so that towards the end of the week, i dunid to go school.Hopefully.haha.Next week gona be a busy week.Thurs meeting alvin they all and friday gathering.Eat eat eat! Oh no, heard transport only gt 1 quiz which i screwed up.Shucks..Left with no choice.Think tmr gg to eat nasi lemak at raffles city.Aint sure what exactly is there but shall save my stomach for it! Need to spend more time at home but i'm always not around.Brbbb.Next week shall be a good ger and stay home...!

Bored bored bored...I really think its a matter of effort and determination which i'm not putting enough and trying hard enough.Its just so true.Uhuh.I'm done for.Dr chui was saying that day in class how he used to be an art student( never take chemistry and A maths in his whole life) and yet get 1st class honours in civil engineering now teaching environmental engineering. Ha. Amazing. It always amuse me when i hear stories like this.Ha.But i guess the older you get, the wiser you really gets.Ha.He was saying.Its not the background you have or dunhave in a particular subject, its just whether you want to put in the effort or not.How true..And this definitely a good papa who tells his daughter if she dunlike her course now, even if she's in the 3rd or final year, she can still choose to change her path.Cause to sacrifice these few years of study is to enjoy the rest of the 20 and 30 years of working life.I like him at that instance.Haha.He's spoke so much sense.Enjoy life.Yes.But how often do we realli get what we want?Esp when you step into the working world.Oh gosh.Dun even know i will end up where.Its weird, just weird, thinking of the world of politics and hyprocrites.If only life is simpler, everyone would be happier.But then again, we made it complicated.We are, but scheming and shrewd people. Everyone is guilty of that.Haha.Hmm..Thought of death again.Is death scary? painful? Where will i go after death?How does it feel when i cant breathe? How does it feel when i'm are taking my last breathe?Do i leave with no regrets? Do i hope to see you again?
Did 2 tuts tday.Slow snail.Shucks.Buck up buck up..Weekend is approaching!!!! My food, my play, my studies... :) hey hey, want to wear my new clothes..duh..hehe...

kudos to tripod

I think its just fate.HAha.So tu..Believe in fate.But well sometimes, you just have to believe it.If not for all, it wouldnt be what it is now.And what matters most now, is that i'm happy! So are the people around me. :)...If its meant to be, it is..If not, no matter how much effort you put in, you will never get what you want.Fatigue fatigue.I'm feeling lazy and this is a big no-no considering exams in less than 2 months time.Gosh.1month plus ...Need to buck up man...Had a great time crapping in the S20 conversation.HAaha.Going to have class gathering next friday.Hmm think the last time we have gathering was last year and i din turn up cos of hall stuff..Crap.I'm turning into a crude and rude person.Save me..haha..Exciting weekend! Cant wait for it to come!

I'm not benny...I repeat again, yvonne.I'm not benny...hahahaha...Eh i want new earrings, necklace, clothes...i wan buy things!!!!!

Okies, i noe the helmet is horrigible..keke..It was so fun! Go try it out!And remember to look out for the cameras and smilez :)

Shall upload that 2 expensive fotos when we get it scanned..hehe

hehe..Chinese garden and sentosa skyride-luge photos.Totally in love with the camera tripod..haha.Notice the 3 indians in the picture( wee hated this whole structure.haha)?It looks more like 3 chang er in indian costums..haha.Did i sae there was some balloon n bian nian performance?That justi
fied the 8bucks paid..

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Graduation."done"
A job."soon"
Go around the world." i went europe". "wishing for taiwan :)"
A driving license."in the midst of achieving"
A cruise trip, getaway to sunny beach."its raining too heavily nowadays"
The bag." currently my gucci is the bag"
Shades
Toto Money."i sensed it near"
Losing fats."very difficult but trying"
Play a game of tennis with a serve.
Nitendo."not neccessary"
Lots of clothes and shoes.hohoho