Saturday, November 26, 2005
9:21 PM Y
exams over
♥ You'll never know the real me.
At last, exams ended...But not as excited and as happy as i thought i will be..haiz, ironic sia..Haha think its the anticipation during exams that makes it exciting.But after exams end, its like ok lo..Abit of excitement here and there, but then sianization sets in.I'm complicated ya?hmm, nid to settle some stuff..But i duno whether its possible or not..No one can help, nid to help myself.But why,right after exams want mi to use my brain again?bt den, this time perhaps plus my heart....Feeling abit low, maybe beri low..dun ask mi y..i duno how to explain but still, there's still someting to look forward to every day and i cant live if i dont even have this kind of anticipation..No doors?Well, at least i found a window with some lights..But seems like things might change, i dont know for the better or for the worst, but i have to come to terms with it..How? Internet is so indispensable to me now.Its not a good sign..haiz..Think its me lar, in a state of ultimate confusion about life..Night owl life needs to end but how to?When it becomes a routine and i feel uneasy if i try not to.Perhaps not only me facing problems like this..Taurean, what to do...Why..Why is end of exams the start of other pressures and problems that seem even harder to conquer?My world seems to crush in 'laughter' in 'happiness'..
So farni.Think the world realli small or maybe ntu beri small..aha..Everyone like linked..hmm...Went ktv yesterday and supper at geylang..Ha, think the most interesting event yesterday is the use of voice clip in msn?haha.Think u will get a nitemare sia..haha..but fun..
Hmm, feel abit sad for someone, cant reveal details but i dun understand, why mus it always be like this?Cant you give abit more space..It always adds a bit of saddness when it should be fun and relaxing..
I'm turning more and more feminist..Think one of these days, i will go around chopping up the guys..haha.So guys, be careful..Maybe huh, sex death social processes makes mi even more convinced that i'm right! cheers to tan en joo..ahha..Hmm, can have mama's food tonite le..
Need to go deep thinking le...sad..
