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Friday, April 14, 2006

1:24 AM Y

argh

♥ You'll never know the real me.

If only i'm not that weak, if only i work smarter, if only i work harder, if only i dont have a pea brain, if only i have worked for better luck, if only i have more time, if only people can understand me...haiz, then i wont be complaining here..Loser..screwed up loser..Tired, drained but lala land is not as welcoming as before..This few days lalaland seems to reject me, seems like it doesnt welcome me..Sleep is no longer as fulfilling.I woke up with a headache and feel as if i finish a run in that land of mine..I wished for a peaceful meal, peaceful sleep, peaceful talk, peaceful walk..Anything peaceful and makes mi forget my troubles..Running away from reality? yeah, pea brain is..Pea brain is feeling real down, real loser..Bring so much trouble to people around me..I hate myself..Total failure..Ah..nice 1..i feel like.....crying..shucks... Nid to go write my notes..ARGH!!! STRESSED...!
Why must we face this everytime when exams come????Goned... Frustration....

The WitnessY

Hu1m1N
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.

She pleadedY

Graduation."done"
A job."soon"
Go around the world." i went europe". "wishing for taiwan :)"
A driving license."in the midst of achieving"
A cruise trip, getaway to sunny beach."its raining too heavily nowadays"
The bag." currently my gucci is the bag"
Shades
Toto Money."i sensed it near"
Losing fats."very difficult but trying"
Play a game of tennis with a serve.
Nitendo."not neccessary"
Lots of clothes and shoes.hohoho

The verdictY

They pleaded him GUILTY.

The judgesY

Addy
Rong
Jieying
Xiaojing
Lao de alex
Yvonne
Becky
Huiru
Shufen
Yiru
Teresa

RewindY

Her thanksY

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