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Sunday, April 09, 2006

7:42 PM Y

haiZ

♥ You'll never know the real me.

Think i realli sumting wrong...cham..I think i realli sot sot but it feels so weird..I just want to relac and not like tis..Think i too paraniod..Chan le...MY pms is realli real serious..Happiness lo, geting worst and worst..Flare up for the slightest thing and i',m feeling really really sleepy..Think its an excuse..hee..but i'm feeling soooo tired and restless eday den i feel like.......screaming...7 more days to exams..so much to do!!! too little time....Can we set fire and burn all the exams papers?hee...I beri lazy....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
So... what?Eh just have to accept how things are...Eh there's nuthing wrong just that.....Anyway, was requested to call my frd to console her..Ermz i'm stunned..I realli bad at consoling if u realised, i dun console pple cos i tink...it dun work?i just duno how to put it into words so i rather write cards, send msgs or tag on ur boards..whaha..So..till now, i still haven call her or msg her cos i think everything i say wont help and at this point of time, what can i do to help her?They say we both gers, can tok about it bt ermz..I realli duno what to say..And we haven been toking for beri beri long..We dunhave heart to heart talks nor we have jus some crap session before..We aint realli friends in my definition..We are schoolmates..Closer but nt in that sense close cos we go out together with 3 other frds.Not much or zero contact and we cant click..okies..enuff of how bu shou i'm with her..They want mi to console her but i oso need consolation..ha..Anyway, if i call her, i tink i beri fake and will she tink i'm a busybody..What shld i sae? Eh..i heard what happened, are u okay?If she replied not okay..what shld i sae next?Eh take it easy, concentrate on ur exAms 1st..Leave it after exams? PLEASE..i realli think its loads of craps..How can she be ok..I went thru it before too..argh.U wun noe how painful it is till u are the 1 facing it..And trust mi, u are the only one facing it.Everything is said easier than done..No one can help except urself...If she replied she's okay, so its confirmed..She's lying..Duntink i will call her, i think i rather get condemned cos i realli duno what to say...aiyoh..*Pull hair...*
:P Heee... :)

The WitnessY

Hu1m1N
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.

She pleadedY

Graduation."done"
A job."soon"
Go around the world." i went europe". "wishing for taiwan :)"
A driving license."in the midst of achieving"
A cruise trip, getaway to sunny beach."its raining too heavily nowadays"
The bag." currently my gucci is the bag"
Shades
Toto Money."i sensed it near"
Losing fats."very difficult but trying"
Play a game of tennis with a serve.
Nitendo."not neccessary"
Lots of clothes and shoes.hohoho

The verdictY

They pleaded him GUILTY.

The judgesY

Addy
Rong
Jieying
Xiaojing
Lao de alex
Yvonne
Becky
Huiru
Shufen
Yiru
Teresa

RewindY

Her thanksY

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