Thursday, October 05, 2006
12:48 AM Y
bored
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Bored bored bored...I really think its a matter of effort and determination which i'm not putting enough and trying hard enough.Its just so true.Uhuh.I'm done for.Dr chui was saying that day in class how he used to be an art student( never take chemistry and A maths in his whole life) and yet get 1st class honours in civil engineering now teaching environmental engineering. Ha. Amazing. It always amuse me when i hear stories like this.Ha.But i guess the older you get, the wiser you really gets.Ha.He was saying.Its not the background you have or dunhave in a particular subject, its just whether you want to put in the effort or not.How true..And this definitely a good papa who tells his daughter if she dunlike her course now, even if she's in the 3rd or final year, she can still choose to change her path.Cause to sacrifice these few years of study is to enjoy the rest of the 20 and 30 years of working life.I like him at that instance.Haha.He's spoke so much sense.Enjoy life.Yes.But how often do we realli get what we want?Esp when you step into the working world.Oh gosh.Dun even know i will end up where.Its weird, just weird, thinking of the world of politics and hyprocrites.If only life is simpler, everyone would be happier.But then again, we made it complicated.We are, but scheming and shrewd people. Everyone is guilty of that.Haha.Hmm..Thought of death again.Is death scary? painful? Where will i go after death?How does it feel when i cant breathe? How does it feel when i'm are taking my last breathe?Do i leave with no regrets? Do i hope to see you again?
Did 2 tuts tday.Slow snail.Shucks.Buck up buck up..Weekend is approaching!!!! My food, my play, my studies... :) hey hey, want to wear my new clothes..duh..hehe...
