This is the first time im writing from home. Not becos im feeling bored at home but I am feeling devastated and i have no one to talk to. I hate this kind of feeling and i hate not been able to talk to anyone and i hate i cant control my tears. I hate myself. I hate myself for been petty. I hate myself for not been able to put my thoughts into words. I hate myself for feeling so moody.
Even if i did put what im thinking into thoughts, no one will understand . In fact, u will oni think me as a spoilt petty brat.
Yeah, plans are going to be carried out
But im not included in it.
Im been left out
Whats the use of telling me something thats been decided. I cant see the point. I dun see any thing.I cant feel it at all.
I cant share the joy.
I saw a big plane flew past. And i can only watch it helplessly. I cant feel the joy and excitment in it cos i have got nuthing to do with it.
wo shuo xiao qi de hua but i cant get myself out of it.
Dunid to ask me what happened cos i realli duno what to sae..
Im in a blank state now.
I cant find the right person to tok to. Neither am i looking for one.
If only someone can show me the road

Hu1m1N
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
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Graduation."done"
A job."soon"
Go around the world." i went europe". "wishing for taiwan :)"
A driving license."in the midst of achieving"
A cruise trip, getaway to sunny beach."its raining too heavily nowadays"
The bag." currently my gucci is the bag"
Shades
Toto Money."i sensed it near"
Losing fats."very difficult but trying"
Play a game of tennis with a serve.
Nitendo."not neccessary"
Lots of clothes and shoes.hohoho