Nah, i have bad anger management. My actions works according to my mind but not my brain..Brrr..Im so sorry to my group members, be it today's matter or the others..It was really my fault.But, I really do enjoyed been in this group, other then some other reasons.But do go that extra mile...Haiz, i thought i could have done a better job.Thanks for the efforts and all the late nights.i raise my voice several times today and i think i acted way too much..All the kan chiongness drives us mad, really mad..I couldnt be bothered about other stuff, and i really mean it..I have had enough of some stuff and thats it.I wouldnt want to listen more, nor give assurance...Thanks jing for hearing my grumbles though i think you are busy :) Felt so much better to have someone who can understand my problems.Well at the very least, i guess wee wont understand..Brr.We are kinda in the same boat :) I think, we are really alike or you could say we are weird..Well, i know at the very leat i could be a crybaby..I love you so much!
Perhaps im too tired after this whole week, perhaps its the time of the semester, perhaps its because i need to sleep, perhaps its because im frustrated..Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...Perhaps, its just me...I think if the right people could share the burden, everything would have been much better. At least not like now..I felt bad to leave them there, but i really couldnt take it anymore..Im not at the verge of breaking, i already broke off..There are so many things and yet, not much people could understand... Im just sad that things come to a halt, that things are not as 'perfect' as i thought it was. I have realised that i couldnt complain anymore casue my trust have been misplaced.I cant even persuade myself,let alone persuade others.. It sounded so ridiculas but i couldnt be bothered, its useless anyway right?I was just bend to finish it off.. Ah..This is really vexing..I really need to rest, relax my brain abit, sort out my confused mind...
Projects are unbelieveably devastating, destroying..Conclusion of all these projects? Its tough been a group leader, its frustrating been a middleman, its difficult been a group member, its madness being a compiler, its crazyness & stupidness to lug everthing in hand....
I hope to put all these unhappiness,doubts,misunderstandings,big hoohaS( Jing will get what i mean) behind...No more comments.

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Graduation."done"
A job."soon"
Go around the world." i went europe". "wishing for taiwan :)"
A driving license."in the midst of achieving"
A cruise trip, getaway to sunny beach."its raining too heavily nowadays"
The bag." currently my gucci is the bag"
Shades
Toto Money."i sensed it near"
Losing fats."very difficult but trying"
Play a game of tennis with a serve.
Nitendo."not neccessary"
Lots of clothes and shoes.hohoho