Friday, April 13, 2007
1:08 PM Y
♥ You'll never know the real me.
I'm sure these are the things that makes me happy! Just like a can of coke :-)
I think perhaps i shouldnt hold too much of hopes from others..Hmm...Well, its not like rare that i feel my friends pang seh me..ahha..But im taking it in stride.I think thats just part and parcel of life.I mean, everyone got their own life so they desert me for the greener and more important stuff.Ah welll...What to do?There's nuthing that i can do while perhaps they might be feeling a tad guilty..Perhaps im one too doing these kind of stunts ocassionally...I think thats why im relying more and more on my gongfu boy.So much so that im becoming like a koala bear and Im trying hard not to..Yeah, i shouldnt sound like this but there are just too many things that i want to do together with him.But in times, i pang seh him for the moment of greener pastures like gatherings or pigging out.Thats makes me feel more like a 'person'.ahahaha.I get as ridiculous as a kid when it comes to myself.I lack the brains.Lol..
Im suppose not to drink too much coke but we have got the 2nd pack of 12.I tried snatching a pathetic pillow when he fell aslp and tried stretching his limbs..We fight, i got slammed like a xiao qiang..I screamed and wake him up from sleep because of a flying insect only to realise he scared also..haha.Times like this triggers me.Its makes me laugh when he told me guys have to act macho when it comes to 6 leggy stuff when they are infact scared too!.But he doesnt in front of me.So it ended up me hiding behind him while he stuggles to get them out of the room. He hops and trip so i have to remind him to walk slowly but like a wild kid, he never listens.We stayed up to watch soccer and gets overjoyed by winning $30.I could hear him shouting from the room at 1st level become he won a goal from winning eleven.He got all agitated when his man u team doesnt perform well.Both in real life and his FM.He asks me why my money gone to just like my mother.He talks about history, i talk about about shopping. We eat dinner and end up he eating half of my rice. He says im fat and shouldnt eat too much, but always end up giving me more food.He asks me to study everyday.He said i got too much clothes and shoes..He loves photos scraping and flip that album of his everynite before sleep as if taking medicine diligently..He loves his mami.He helps his granny massage.He acts like a child at times that makes me feel like a mami..ahahahahaha..He just makes me feel at ease..Lol..Whats that???There are just too many small little things that makes me feel the worth...How farni..Sometimes, i just wished i could do more and be a less critical plus paranoid plus short tempered.. And i do like him alot :)
Yesh if you realise,I dont realli talk about gongfu boy in my blog cause i dont know how to express myself in words and i hate to be mushy.Plus some stuff should be kept in heart..Haha.I know im still not writing in the correct sense.Maybe you can ask me personally :)
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